Let's SmokE em' Up

Am i a PERFECT person?

2012-01-17T02:50:00.000-08:00

How to define a perfect person on earth?
Friends do tell be about perfect 10... But so far only one man on earth there's perfect i believe some of the people would know who is he.

How people can define perfect?

-physically fit
-mentally fit

????? can anyone tell me ?????
it's still a maze....

~River Flows In You~

2012-01-10T23:09:00.000-08:00

How special a day when God created?
How special an hour God created?
How special a minute God created?
How special a second God created?
How special a millisecond God created?

HOW SPECIAL WHEN GOD CREATED YOU TO HURT AMONG YOUR OWN PEOPLE??

What can you do when people hurt from behind?
It's not easy for other people to know what you had define with the customer & run away when your shit comes back to look for you....

You can RUN , but you can't HIDE!!
Beware smart ASS~

the previous post that i had update is really wasted cause suddenly the system error, wasted all my time to update! anyways is really great to have 2 stuburn grandparents that we should take care of....

Start with my granfather, how happy to have a grandfather that so ONs everytime to go hunting & fishing.... A healthy guy like him, i really respect but in return there's many more things we need to be aware of. An old folk like him, i believe where a person gets old our eye sight would be weaker then usual, but my respectable grandfather doesn't accept the truth & get the car into the longkang~ how happy as his sons need to be awake during the midnight to help him to pull back the car? How happy would his grandchildren would be to know his grandfather in dangger during those happy time he's enjoying turn to be in disaster??

My grandmother, how happy to have a grandmother that will cook all the nice & tasty food for her grandchildren to eat.... but now, a sad thing that her leg is weak enough that would not support her whole body. As her children & grandchildren had advice to use tongkat.... Her face really can't put down to accept that she's old enough that she really need something else to support her leg & body....

Father,
how happy to have a father that stop scolding his son for not coming back early. I would get to know that he already tired of scolding me for that but is a good thing that he doesn't really stopping me to go anywhere else but only in one condition... I NEED TO BE SAFE! Well of cause I'll^^ And he's really coming up to date that he's starting to use smart phones, so that he can viber call me for free~ how smart is he!!

Mother,
wow, my mother is the best mother on earth as she can really cook well for his son to enjoy the food! Working all house work out without other people's help include me and my father! Although her leg is getting weaker & weaker still she's able to help herself to manage the whole house, RESPECT! Well my mom is also smart, knowing that she can't really stop me from going out and now how great it is.... she's using smart phone^^ viber me for free and non stop calling me during midnights^^

Glad to have parents would care for me all the time and LOVE me so much~
Sometime you know, parent are always parents they will always say that they are much more experience then us that they can know what is the world doing right now(from the newspaper)~
Well i guess sometimes i would bring them along to Clubbing also :-p

anyways thats all for my family condition^^

My turn,
opps, i'm just me that always love to travel around and sleep~
A sporty person like me, A lazy person like me, i guess my life still up & down sometimes...
About working life, up & down, got good got no good~
About dieting, only down no up~ (forget bout it)
About sports, up & down still~ waiting for calls(competition)
About relationship life, got down no up~(forget about it)

I'm a on going person i guess, travel around the earth if have the chance~
Single & available, as this year just started i hope this year would be a special & wonderful year for me^^

TQ for reading & support~
All The Best In Life & God Bless YOU~

A time to End the Second

2011-12-30T02:07:00.000-08:00

A blink of an eye, is the end time of year 2011...

How fast is time passing us but some of us still remain the same but no changes. A very thank you to God that He make my life so fruitful & enjoyment, just so sudden to update my blog after almost half a year.

Starting to step into the really world with SHITs and TOUGHness, as been told real world is really a scary place compare with HELL, people around you will just step on your back without your own notice, how great in a company where you can explore SHITs all day long... Give Thanks that I really manage to learn something from those SHITs i stepped on.

Working in solo really makes me tired and boring, but friends around me that studied the same field as me assist me well, in working life as they are really a great assistants of mine. Thankful for it...

Family members,

As been told, a year had pass and a new year of 2012 is approcing.... sooner my grandparents is really getting older and older, as I'm really worrying bout my grandma cause her leg is getting weaker & weaker, as a little grandson of hers i hope she will be not too stuburn enough to not take a tongkat....

can anyone figure the answer??

2011-06-30T22:20:00.001-07:00

Can you answer this riddle?

Here is a pretty neat little thing from Paul Harvey. See if you can guess the riddle at the end.

Paul Harvey Writes:

We tried so hard to make things better for our kids that we made them worse. For my grandchildren, I'd like better.

I'd really like for them to know about hand me down clothes and homemade ice cream and leftover meat loaf sandwiches.. I really would.

I hope you learn humility by being humiliated, and that you learn honesty by being cheated.

I hope you learn to make your own bed and mow the lawn and wash the car.

And I really hope nobody gives you a brand new car when you are sixteen.

It will be good if at least one time you can see puppies born and your old dog put to sleep.

I hope you get a black eye fighting for something you believe in.

I hope you have to share a bedroom with your younger brother/sister. And it's all right if you have to draw a line down the middle of the room, but when he wants to crawl under the covers with you because he's scared, I hope you let him.

When you want to see a movie and your little brother/sister wants to tag along, I hope you'll let him/her.

I hope you have to walk uphill to school with your friends and that you live in a town where you can do it safely.

On rainy days when you have to catch a ride, I hope you don't ask your driver to drop you two blocks away so you won't be seen riding with someone as uncool as your Mom.

If you want a slingshot, I hope your Dad teaches you how to make one instead of buying one.

I hope you learn to dig in the dirt and read books.

When you learn to use computers, I hope you also learn to add and subtract in your head.

I hope you get teased by your friends when you have your first crush on a boy / girl, and when you talk back to your mother that you learn what ivory soap tastes like.

May you skin your knee climbing a mountain, burn your hand on a stove and stick your tongue on a frozen flagpole.

I don't care if you try a beer once, but I hope you don't like it.. And if a friend offers you dope or a joint, I hope you realize he/she is not your friend.

I sure hope you make time to sit on a porch with your Grandma/Grandpa and go fishing with your Uncle.

May you feel sorrow at a funeral and joy during the holidays.

I hope your mother punishes you when you throw a baseball through your neighbor's window and that she hugs you and kisses you at Christmas time when you give her a plaster mold of your hand.

These things I wish for you - tough times and disappointment, hard work and happiness. To me, it's the only way to appreciate life.

Written with a pen. Sealed with a kiss. I'm here for you. And if I die before you do, I'll go to heaven and wait for you.

Paul Harvey RIDDLE:

When asked this riddle, 80% of kindergarten kids got the answer, compared to 17% of Stanford University seniors.

What is greater than God, More evil than the devil, The poor have it, The rich need it, And if you eat it, you'll die?

ジョエル

2011-06-14T01:12:00.000-07:00

私は自分の目を閉じて毎回すると、あなたの笑顔のイメージが私の心の中に表示されます。あなたは私だけが強いことが、私に力を与えるの女の子でした。ブザーを行います一希望私はあなたの生活の中でするつもりですかのようにバスケットボールで勝利！誰が私は好き〜君だけだった

buzzer beat~

2011-06-13T23:56:00.001-07:00

there's a japanese movie names Buzzer Beat, the meaning is during a basketball match in the last very second you scored the winning point and win the game by 2 or 3 point!

although that movie have not much basketball game but the love story line was just simply awesome!

the main actor...

and his girlfriend...

the story was awesome... again i said!

happy ending...

up coming MV.....

2011-05-24T00:59:00.000-07:00

简单爱

说不上为什么我变得很主动若爱上一个人什么都会值得去做

我想大声宣布对你依依不舍连隔壁邻居都猜到我现在的感受河边的风
在吹着头发飘动牵着你的手一阵莫名感动我想带你回我的外婆家看着
日落一直到我们都睡着

我想就这样牵着你的手不放开爱能不能够永远单纯没有悲哀我相带你骑单
车我想带你看棒球想这样没担忧唱着歌一直走

我想就这样牵着你的手不放开爱可不可以简简单单没有伤害你靠着我的肩
膀你在我胸口睡着想这样的生活我爱你你爱我

想简！简！单！
单！爱 ~ ~ ~ 想简！简！单！单！爱 ~ ~ ~

爱上一个人什么都会值得去做- love a person will be willing to anything/everything for her.

been a long time not updating my blog, for last 2 years blog is kinda famous within my friends... but after that it seems to be like just a page where only me viewing and without new updates.

been doing all sorts of sinful things now-a-days, the relationship with god is so strange, he's like a total stranger to me right now! but bible says that he will never give up on his own children no matter what it takes!

i wonder is there really aliens on earth?? if yes how could the bible explain than GOD created human on his own image, but what if an alien will talk?? well i'm just dreaming!

assignments are holding on me tight now-a-days, basketball competitions coming up, family issue, taking care my cousins and grandparents, church activities, friends yum cha sessions, train back my stamina, drum skills, basketball skills, hand ball skills, how to communicate with a person.

i know my character well and i know sometimes my word might hurt i apologize again! after for so long knowing her, she finally stole my heart away but i can't manage to steal her heart! just another step more.... but trying hard is no used for me...

letting go is a hard thing because i had already step into her life, worrying about her, feel like hug her for times so show care towards her.... but we have our own busy time, sending text to her is like sending it to a wall, with no replies.... worrying that if anything happened to her i should be there but the first person that would come into her mind wasn't me.... how sad it was.....

简单爱 this song i'll be doing a all new MV for it.... is specially dedicate to her.... hope she'll one day understand my feelings towards her...

family issue still the same, financial crisis, me going back late after yum cha, parents worrying me, i'm so sorry towards them... i had not been being a great child... trying to solve this problems, not going out is not my type but still going out using money and i'm in a situation which i need to safe to go out for her.... and family!

i remember that was one uncle told me, after college if you're going to work.... find a job whr can makes you earn plenty of money and great income!

having money but not saving it is a false move, but can i be a man that can manage my family well?? taking care my grandparents let them knowing that their grandchildren will drive safe on the road and no need them to worry?? taking care my parent no need them to be so stressful to take care of a kid that likes to spend??

time is passing by fast and i'm getting elder.... time to face the real world now... face different people in different situation! friend easy come easy go! having a friend will be there for you all the time is so hard! but God provide them for me as this i would hold on to them and appreciate them!

the time that i pass in this 19+ years is really satisfies, have nothing to complain about but just giving thanks that i have family members which care for me and love me!

Gong Gong, Po Po, Pa Pa, Ma ma,

Uncles, Aunties, Cousins,

Friends,

lastly but not least...

19,5,5,11,8,5,5,

I LOVE YOU

Mahal Kita...[Philippians]

Seeking....

2011-04-27T11:29:00.000-07:00

In this earthly world there's all kind of LOVEs running around for human to seek for!

mainly there's GOD's love, parent love for their children, partner love for a lifetime, friendship love, etc.

i have few of them! For now to be honest i searching for love! is that hard to seek for LOVE?

besides that i guess mainly i should focus on my studies, basketball, health, family, GOD and lastly seek for a girlfriend!

i remember once a friend told me, you can't get a G.F izzit because your own problem?? i think and think and think, i guess desperate makes that wrong move! but i tried many many many moves but still check mate! anyone can guide me in the way to get one??

to make someone to love you is easy, but to maintain the relationship would be a ? there!

there's involve of time, money, family, love, etc.

i have no confident on what i'm doing now.... as getting elder and elder in some sort older than the younger years.... problems and difficulties occur no matter how beautiful your moves is.....

just hope that what i'm going for is the right one that i would worth spending time for......

enough of that headache question!

i remember once a trainer told me! everyone born as a zero but somehow if you find the right path you'll be a HERO!

i'm now number 0 but somehow i want to become a HERO!!!!

!!!!MOTIVATION!!!!

what a **** day.....

2011-04-18T00:13:00.000-07:00

today morning heavy rain, woke up late and stomach ache! orh~ reached college crazy copying those worksheet that need to be done tomorrow!! go student center and ask for the outsanding amount! wth~ RM4000+ somemore..... add one repeat engineering math.... RM1000 Rm5000+ seriously GG...... as i stated the previous post, my family financial is in critical situation argh~ GG.com.my!!

reached home kena shoot..... by mom! one minor subject failed i kena kao kao! only one wei~ but still failing is not good, but what to do fizik aku mana ada ambil dekat sekolah leh??

why can't she think her son pass all major subjects and got few A's on the major?? when i get A nothing comes from my parent's mouth.... but once failed...... i kena gao gao!

she asked me , why don't study well everyday go out until late at night?? Go yum cha , Go lepak geng.... ask you to study than go out! everytime like that sure fail larh......

what a good mom that always encourage me this way!

her son go out and have competition , got prizes nothing comes from her also...... all medals that her sons got for these years during secondary...... nothing to say bout it! But result keep on saying ...... My spm not weak also moderate what..... why she will not encourage me on sport that i like, things that i do...... and keep on telling me , u should study??

Izzit for my own good?? i know study is good and got educated is so freaking important but think again, what his son like?? i can bet to the reader that read my blog..... my mom don't even know what i like!

only studies? what about health?? what i love to become?? i like to be slim and healthy..... she says i'm getting bigger and stoping me to go to the gym! if anyone can join gym for 6 months and slim down and get a perfect body and lose all the fats....... in the mean time only go gym for 4 days a week, less cardio....study.... outdoors, church [stress] i really like to meet him! at the meantime, your surrounding[mom] keep on asking you in the morning once you wake up, where should we had our breakfast?? after college, where u want to have lunch?? after evening nap what time you want to have dinner??

not to say my mom not good, not caring! but she doesn't surpport me on my diet and keep on asking me to eat! finish it will make her happy..... of cause, the hard work and the love in the meal is priceless!! and by all mean i need to finish it! and one day she ask me, y u go gym like didn't get slimmer one??

and i replied her, because ur cooking's awesome! she say dn't eat so much larh~!!

i know in our family situation now is all stress and pressure, but i jest want to let her know, i'm no more a kid! i go for gym, i go for basketball, i go for church, i go for yum cha, i go for drinking..... and i still study at home after those things and sometime i still read back what i've studied last time!

sometimes i'm thinking before i being killed by my bed, i don't ever hold on a book and study! but now i'm doing it.....what should i say?? last time my shoulder already heavy but now there' few more weights had added on it!

i don't know how long more i can hold on to it! i really need someone to support me!

Our distance is getting further and further..... i don't know how you would help me when comes to trouble time! i have no face to seek for you when i'm in trouble.... thanks for all the blessing that you had shower upon us for all these years!

although my parents not supporting me in front but i know they are the one doing the hard work behind.... after all what i got to say it.... father and mother ....

...I LOVE YOU...

a time of the dead to rise.....

2011-04-17T00:01:00.000-07:00

After half a year finally m back to blogging! Blogging is really fun where you can view your previous updates and think back those happy or sad experience^^

well after for so long, growing up to be a young adult, many things in live i encounter is beyond what i think or dream for! To fight for your dream is harder than getting a life partner! But people do say if you would to willingly take a step to fight for your dream you're on the way to success!!

Being a kid, can sleep .... play .... have fun ..... but geting elder i found out that many things in my life included friend,family,character,politics, etc.

Me and my Family had a strong war few months back, because of my studies, safety, financial, and being a party boy i guess! My family in financial crisis, spending need to have a wise choice, spend not too much in a month! try to save some! No more partying, no more outstation and no more travelling..... petrol price is increasing and well myvi is a car where had big appetite!

Friends, there good and bad friends around me...... few good friend of mine being really good to me and they are always there to support me and encourage me! define bad is friends that betray me..... just one or two of them but still the feeling is not good! Btw take this chance to apologize to Justin & Angeline for the wrong move..... although is nothing but i didn't kept my mouth well so ..... yeah sorry^^

Character? i have no idea, there people i don't like... there's people i like! there's people don't like being together with me, some friend love being together with me! Some screw up and ended up sucked up! well still life goes on....

Politic?? no comment!

well for the first and not last post...... the huge guy a.k.a joel tazzy tasmanian lee says take care, all the best and keep rockin^^

Tasmanian Devil's Spot...

2010-10-18T09:00:00.001-07:00

Like a tornado!
Welcome on the Tasmanian Devil's Spot...
Don't flee in terror before his insatiable hunger. He's such a jovial fellow...

The Tasmanian Devil, often referred to as "Taz", is an animated cartoon character featured in the Warner Bros. Looney Tunes series of cartoons. The character appeared in only five shorts before the Warner Bros animation studio closed down, but marketing and television appearances later propelled the character to new popularity in the 1990s. Today Taz is one of the most recognizable members of the Looney Tunes roster.

Creation and first appearance

Robert McKimson based the character on the real-life Tasmanian devil of Australia, though the most noticeable resemblance between the Australian mammal and McKimson's creation is their ravenous appetites. Whirling like a tornado that sounds like several motors whirring in unison, The Devil devours everything, animate or inanimate, and his efforts to find more food are always a central plot device of his cartoons.

In fact, this appetite serves as the impetus for McKimson's "Devil May Hare" (first released on June 19, 1954). In the short, the Devil stalks Bugs Bunny, but due to his dim wits and inability to frame complete sentences, he serves as little more than a nuisance. Bugs eventually gets rid of him in the most logical way possible: matching him up with an equally insatiable female Devil. The character's speech, peppered with growls, screeches, and raspberries, is provided by Mel Blanc.

After the short entered theaters, producer Edward Selzer, head of the Warner Bros. animation studio, ordered McKimson to shelve the character since it was "too obnoxious". After a time with no new Devil shorts, however, Jack Warner asked what had happened. He then saved Taz's career when he told Selzer that he had received "boxes and boxes" of letters from people who liked the character.

Later shorts

McKimson would go on to direct four more Tasmanian Devil cartoons, beginning with Bedevilled Rabbit (relased on April 13, 1957). The she-devil returns in this cartoon, now as Mrs Tasmanian Devil, but Taz's romantic feelings for her prove to be his Achilles heel when Bugs uses a sexy female-devil costume to deliver some explosives to him. McKimson would also pair the Devil with Daffy Duck in "Ducking the Devil" (August 17, 1957) before pitting him once again against Bugs in Bill of Hare (June 9, 1962) and Doctor Devil and Mister Hare (March 28, 1964).

Marketing and later years

After Warner Bros. closed its animation studio in 1964, the Tasmanian Devil would remain a nostalgic favorite for many filmgoers. The character also gained new fans when the Looney Tunes shorts entered television syndication. In the late 1980s and early 1990s, Warner Bros. marketers seized upon this, and through their efforts, catapulted the character, now dubbed "Taz", to even greater popularity. Today, Taz is one of the most recognizable Looney Tunes stars, and his image appears on more merchandise than many more prolific Warners characters such as Porky Pig and Elmer Fudd.

This late-blossoming popularity would pay off for Taz in Warner Bros. television animation. For example, his miniature understudy, Dizzy Devil, is a recurring character in the Fox TV series, Tiny Toon Adventures, which debuted September 14, 1990. On September 7, 1991, Taz got his own show, Taz-mania, which ran for three seasons on Fox. The show recasts the Devil as a dim-witted teenager (voiced by Jim Cummings) who lives in a warped 1950s-era sitcom household. Taz now has an angsty teen sister, a rambunctious little brother, a June Cleaver-esque mother, and a nonchalant father (based on Bing Crosby). On September 7, 2002, an infant version of Taz premiered as one of the regulars of the Baby Looney Tunes series. Most recently, he has had guest spots in Looney Tunes: Back in Action (2003) and on a 2004 episode of Duck Dodgers.

兄弟!!

2010-08-21T10:08:00.000-07:00

在一个篮球场上谁给我们力量?? 兄弟!!
在一个篮球场上谁给了我们支持?? 兄弟!!
在一个篮球场上谁给了我们最好的时候?? 兄弟!!
有兄弟,我们都是战无不胜!虽然我们被打败，但我们仍然是一个胜利者，因为至少我们(兄弟们)赢了团队精神!!

Edwin Choo a.k.a Hang-Timer
Tan Kok How a.k.a Lucky-360
Wong Liang Wei a.k.a Fast-Hand
Lu Kang Wei a.k.a Wise-Mind
Elverson Lok a.k.a hand-by-2
Joel Lee a.k.a Fast-Eye

o.k just a name^^[dreaming]

way-less??

2010-08-20T13:25:00.000-07:00

GOD will make a way,where there seems to be no way!!

my family tree...

2010-08-17T08:23:00.000-07:00

i'm an only child, i've 8 siblings from diff. parents!! and i'm glad i have them!! Love u all!!

Joseph Lee[granfather] ---- Eve Yap[grandmother]
|
V
Richard Lee[father] ----Karen Kwan[mother]
|
V
Joel Lee[me]

Elder sister
-Jenny tan
-Evon Chan

Elder brother
-Weng Teik

Younger sister
-Shi Yen
-Melissa Foong
-Sharon Yap
-Choy Yi

Younger Brother
-Wai Kee

To that HER....

2010-08-17T07:34:00.000-07:00

indeed it's a happy day for me!! there is a lot of things that i would want to tell you but once i met you..... i have no guts to say it out!! Aurea i guess you're right i should be a man!!

well today i so wish that the time would just stop by for us both!! but life is all about moving on!!

these days i'm searching for a football club.... i always wish to play for a club!! as a newbie!! i had a basketball club!! And i got a lot of medal there!! i'm glad i'm one of the player!!

now i started badminton training, that i have not train for like 11 years back!! nvm it's a good start!! the coach seems to like me^^

football is what i aim right now!! although i'm not really good with my feet i believe if a person that puts effort in anything he will be success!!

thanks to my cousin!! i kinda start loving to dance!! cause in dancing i feel it really can express my own self...

and of cause food!! well there is a thing good in malaysia.... is the food!! haha well finally me and my cousins decided to have bbq every end of the month!! thats quite cool, cause i can bbq some chicken wings!! and i'm kinda sad for chickens also!! i mean i felt sorry.... cause i ate them... anyways they do taste good^^

o.k maybe next week i can get a football club!! and october i guess i'm gonna have a basketball open competition, i so wish that you will come and support me!!

i so wish that you'll be there where i need your encouragement!! will u be there?? question marked!!

towards relationship, nothing much bout it, still single and available^^

43 things girl wished a guy to do it!! Maybe i can complete 75-85% of it??

2010-08-12T08:35:00.000-07:00

#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.

#2 When she misses you, she’s hurting inside.

#3 When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.

#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.

#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.

#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go.

#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.

#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.

#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.

#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful.

#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don’t say a word.

#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

#13 When she’s scared, protect her.

#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.

#15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.

#17 When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.

#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.

#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.

#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.

#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.

#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.

#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

#25 Don’t let her have the last word.

#26 Don’t call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.

#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.

#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.

#29 When she’s mad, hug her tight and don’t let go.

#30 When she says she’s OK, don’t believe it, talk to
her about it, because 10 yrs later she’ll still remember it.

#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.

#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

#33 Treat her like she’s all that matters to you.

#34 Don’t ignore her when she’s out with you and your friends.

#35 Stay up all night with her when she’s sick.

#36 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

#37 Let her into your world.

#38 Let her wear your clothes.

#39 When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her

#40 Let her know she’s important.

#41 Kiss her in the pouring rain.

#42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; “Who’s ass am I kicking today baby?”

#43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you’d read it too.

L1F3~

2010-05-23T06:52:00.000-07:00

Everyone knew that badminton recently had a 4 years once Thomas-Uber cup that held at Bukit Jalil Putra Stadium!! nvm, end of badminton fever.... And guess what guys?!

It's TIME 4 .....

~FOOTBALL~

South Africa will host this time's Fifa world cup!! And Spain would be the country i support the most in this year's world cup!! secondly is the historical country that got many Fifa world cup before!! with the yellow jersey i proudly present BRAZIL......

i support this two team 'gao-gao'....^^

enough of craps and i just had my football match with Kenn FC.... we played well today and just lag of some team work!! we lost 4-3!! but it's a good game!! i love this game!! i started to have a chance to play in second half!! this is just the 3rd macth i'm playing for Kenn FC..... the this 3 match would be the first 3 match in big field.... i never played big feild seriously!! but now, i gonna master it!!!^^

well, towards my industrial training i have nothing much to talk about!! just tired and tension!!

and my relationship life?? i viewed her blog a while ago!! and i'm doubting whether that lucky guy is me or someone else?? she knew that i treat her good!! treat her well..... as i said before, i'll do my very best to conquer all the waves that is cuming up!! and i'll try my best to become a very responsible boyfriend!! no one's perfect.... i can do 90% of it where that 10% is really hard to reach!!

no doubt there will be many problems and trouble comes up if we both were together but if we both willing to step out and solve the problem... than there is no problem!! nothing is unsolveble just whether you willing to solve it by HEART~

i hope she will one day tell me..... Zheng Hong , you're that lucky guy i'm talking about~

it's time to get a good night rest,
after a 40 minute football game!
it's really really tired where you run up and down a few times in big football field....

God bless Me,
God bless Mua Family,
God bless Mua Friend,
God bless Malaysia.

Good Night Folks...^^

~football~

2010-05-12T07:43:00.000-07:00

this is mua new football boot!! it's PREDITO time!!^^

Even my mood is ... down,down.down.down,down...

2010-05-09T05:49:00.000-07:00

Coming back to blogging is really making me to think of all those happy time and those hard time that I had ever encounter!!

So talk about my life currently, I’m blessed in many ways… so what can I say to have more blessing in my life…. After working as a foreman for 3 months… our relationship had drag further and further….. you helped me a lot… but what I do for you?? I didn’t even spend time for you…. Don’t even care anything or any ‘GOOD’ advise….. I know that it’s had to say sorry to you!! Cause I’m a human!! I want my pride!! I had once put it down but I hope I can put it down by now… and ever!!

“I knew that u had forgive me,
and u LOVE me lots”

THANK YOU!!

Back to my relationship life… I had also once love a girl that is younger than me 2 years!! And now she already had a boyfriend… what can I say again?? I do feel not nice when I first got the result…. But thinking back again how can I force a girl to LOVE me?? As this happening I told myself to let go!! Cause God had a better plan for us!! Even the answer is wait.. wait.. n wait..
Weng Teik, I sometimes really very admire you, u can wait for so long….. but I will continue to pray for you, that u soon will send me a “Red colour BOOM”
I had met a lot of people when I’m working!! Most of the guys will ask me hey boy how old are you?? I answered … erm I’m 18+ turning into 19?? Anything Boss?? Wow your size is really fantastic!! I wish to have your size to helps me to protect my love ones….. and I sure u have a lot of girlfriend!! Many girls like you right?? With a smile I answered again.. Sir I’m just an ordinary guy with an extra-ordinary body!! In a nut shell I’m just a grown up baby!!
Friends out there, honestly tell you, I’m a single guy until now!! Being single and available!! Yes I knew how to go and be friend with girl that doesn’t mean that every girl I knew I would be together with her!! I want to have friends more than enemy!!

Relationship now-a-days really making me headache!! How do you know that u really love her?? Feel?? I don’t really agree with that!! If following my feel I would want to go after all the girls that I had knew!! To me I go after for character… I feel that I can get along with her and she can get along with me!! Family background not messy…. Character very nice!! Well mannered!! Won’t get angry easily!! Won’t stop me from going sports… but support me in all I do!! She is the one I’m finding!!

In order to become a good boyfriend is not easy! I have encounter that although I’m not in a relationship!! But I tell right here, I would give my best to my partner!! I’ll support her in everything she do!! And I’ll try to remember all the anniversary!!”include her birthday” what I knew is this that I would have to do!! Anything else I’ll learn as I go through the process… cause I have 0% in LOVE relationship!!

Well mother’s day is today!! One year ago, mother’s day I banged my car into a kancil! Nothing happen to that kancil but my car hurts!! Mom gone crazy and that’s the mother’s day gift for last year!! And this year mother’s day special present…. *drum rolls*……..
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so what else can I say again?? Thank you mom for sacrificing your CAR for me!!

“HAPPY MOTHER’s DAY”

Relationship and Sports Man 'LIFE'

2010-04-25T07:26:00.000-07:00

well I'm still single and seeking what is love meant to be!!

when i was form4 .... I can get myself to slim down 12kg in one year!! who helped me?? "She" is the one who helped me to do it!!

Girls again!! what i know besides girls?? sometimes i feel I'm a jerk!! or useless fool!! i always scold by others because of the thing that i had done not perfect enough!! O.k i choose to do something that i didn't come-a-cross in my life!! and i end up let other people scolding!!

i feel myself superb useless!! am i only to GOD i'm useful?? or i'm useless.... totally useless!!! I'd done a lot of things.. that i thought it would be easy for me!! looking and thinking it's easy but when u try to do it.... struggles came in!!

mostly I'd done things that is 'malu' and everyone laugh!! yes it might be good sometimes to make people laugh!! but in me that is embaressing!!

"Everyone is once NOOB,
not all Pro's are borned PROs' "

trying to become pro , we need effort!! practice!! sacrifice!! time!! money!! ... so on and so fort!! whoever wants to become useless!! For now is time to think where could i improve myself or one step nearer to "Pros' "

I had injurd my both legs!! even i'm halfway having my training.... as a foreman!! i cannot stand and squat for long!! if i squat i cannot stand up!! *sigh* man fat people do make a lot of trouble!!

thanks to one of my friend keep me in prayer all the while and praying for me that i would control my mouth not to eat so much unhealthy food and stuff!!

Sophia Wong, Clifford Choo, Edwin Choo, Lian Juang, and friends!! as i promised before i would start my diet program during this year time!! but i choose to start now!!! Firstly i would aim for upcoming basketball inter-yoke nam competition... secondly is for my leg, i'm so thankful to my leg that can hold on to my weight for all these years... thirdly is for that girl i felt in love with, i believe she will not want to had a fat boyfriend with a big tummy walking with her in the shopping mall... lastly is for FOOTBALL, i'm picking up football now-a-days... i'm playing with my uncle's team!! In a nut shell, is for my health!! i want to be healthy!!

Guys do keep me in your prayers!! i appreciate it!! Good night Everyone.....

God Bless ME,
God Bless My Family,
God Bless My Friend,
God Bless Malaysia!!
Good NightZz...

moments~

2010-04-07T08:43:00.000-07:00

after quite moment of time i've been slacked out from blogging my dusty blog!!

becoming a foreman is not an easy job!! and i've my size so big.... is not really suitable to repair some small car, example like kancil.... ohh gosh there is plenty to say if i would have continued!!

from last time a love relationship to me is like a must cause i want to get married!! thats kinda foolish~ indeed i'm! i had go after many girls... very very first girl that i wanted to get together is ...... S.M[her name] is not really good to mention names in my blog.... and now we are still friends!! and i appreciate i had her as my friend although we seldom contact each other!! second is amanda, but she just make me going after her a very short time!! well.... the first one i pikat her for few month and eventually i sucked up!! second one, nah don't mention but i'm greatful that she told me she's still keeping that birthday gift that i gave to her few years back!!

o.k third one!! arghh~ i think she is girl that i go after for one year ++~ i honestly apologize for not being loyal to her!! as i'm going after her i try to go after that first girl i'm going after for!! and i regret for doing that!! and eventually it turned up suck!!

during form 5 i go after a girl studied at SMK seri sentosa!! well i guess that girl i had go after her for 1 year + also until one night i finally knew that she had a boyfriend~ wow, sadess moment for that very freaking night!! i emo-ed for almost 2 weeks until my friend cheer me up!! well here i'm thankful!!

i tried to go after a girl in my church~ but now end up we seldom talk to each other!! well am i really that bad or something??[man i can't find a word that can describe myself] well to GOD i'm always special and i agree with GOD!! Praise HIM~

now i currently not going after anybody but just felt in love with that girl~ she is cute, she's not very pretty but i like it^^.... :p and i guess she knew it!! after some misunderstanding things.... our close friend relationship had draged further and now... i sms her, i get nothing~ well loving someone izzit so hard?? y those girls that i go after for ended up suck!!

i believe my time is not there yet!! i believe that GOD you'll provide a suitable one for me!! and now what should i do is to wait!!! correct?? nvm end up i'll answer it myself!!

and for working... everything is doing fine... just tired and need more rest!! please pray hard for me as i need ur prayer..... thanks man!!

take care everyone, all the best to all my friends that fighting for success everyday!!

ShocK3d

2010-02-28T06:21:00.000-08:00

hmm i did know how myself will react in certain situation!! it really shocked me how i reacted lately!!

hmm... i guess this is a hidden me!! i hope it won't happen again!! i feel bad when seeing my friend and my enemy hurted by me!! and once again i say to everyone that i hurted before!!! SORRY....

it's from the bottom of ma HEART!!...

Foreman Life!!

2010-02-23T16:16:00.001-08:00

i cannot believe a foreman is so challenging....

it is totally diff. from college teaching!!! i can say it is 10 times harder!!

today is my third day of becoming a trainee foreman!!

if anyone who do view my blog please pray for me!!

i appreciate that!!^^

misunderstanding~

2010-02-21T07:14:00.000-08:00

wow... it really scare the hell out of me man!!! really out of sudden i got something unusual....

but nvm everything had got a clear answer!!

i hope the slipper i gave to you.... you'll like it!!

Really '???'

2010-02-20T10:01:00.000-08:00

ohh no.... i cannot believe it..... it's like happen just suddenly!!

hang on izzit some misunderstanding here?? i'm freaking blur and cannot understand!! please let me know at least i can know what is happening!!

friday!! 19-02-2010

2010-02-19T10:31:00.000-08:00

woke up early in the morning to get some SIT doc... later on have lunch with ah fai....

sleep!!

Go pasar malam with her but.... all still on CNY mood.... not much stall open!! so she say she drop by my house a while and get her valentine present!!

SWEET 100plus.....

auntie came back from USA ... so glad to see her doing well.....

and lastly SLEEP... bed time nights everyone!!

copied from TENG~

2010-02-19T09:20:00.000-08:00

Please note :

Answer Honestly!!!! Do NOT read ahead!!!! It will ruin it!!!!

1. You are walking to your boy/girlfriend's house. There are two roads to get there. One is a straight path to take you there quickly, but is very plain and boring. The other is significantly longer but is full of wonderful sights and interesting things. Which one do you take to get your significant other's house, short or long?

2. On the way you see 2 rose bushes. One is full of red roses, the other full of white. You decide to pick 20 roses for your boy/girlfriend, of any color combination. What number of white and red do you pick? (you can pick all of one or any combo of the two).

3. You finally get to their house. A family member answers the door. You can have them get your boy/girlfriend or go get them yourself. Which do you do?

4. You go up to you boy/girlfriend's room, but nobody is there. You decide to leave the roses. Do you leave them by the windowsill or on the bed?

5. Later, it's time for bed. You and your boy/girlfriend go to sleep in separate rooms. In the morning when its time to wake up you go in their room and check on them. When you arrive, are they awake or asleep?

6. Now it's time to go back home. Do you take the short, plain road or the longer, more interesting road?

NOW THE ANSWERS

1. The road represents your attitude towards falling in love. If you take the short road, you fall in love quickly and easily. If you take the long road, you take your time and do not fall in love as easily.

2. The number of red roses represents how much you give in a relationship, while the number of white represents what you expect in return. For example, if you chose 18 red and 2 white, you give 90% and expect 10% in return.

3. This question represents your attitude towards handling relationship problems. If you asked the family member to get you significant other, then you like to avoid problems and hope that they will solve themselves. If you went to get them yourself, then you are a more direct person and like to work out problems immediately.

4. The placement of roses determines how much you like to see your boy/girlfriend. Placing them on the bed means you like to see them a lot, while placing them on the windowsill means that you are alright with not seeing them as much.

5. This is representative of your attitude towards their personality. If you find them asleep, you love your boy/girlfriend the way they are. If you find them awake, you expect them to change for you.

6. The road to home tells how long you stay in love with someone. If you chose the short road, you fall out of love easily. If you chose the longer one, you will tend to stay in love for a long time.

wow i din know i'm such a person until i took it!! lolx.... i knew myself better~

Happy Chinese no Year!!!

2010-02-18T07:43:00.000-08:00

hahaha~ every year i am looking forward of collecting ang pau's from uncle auntie!! but this year like so down.... like no energy!!

o.k this is some update form me this pass week!!

erm saturday night reunion dinner!! fetched Jeffery to get playing cards!!

Sunday~ weared my cool chinese 'cheong sam' to my grandma house!! later on after lunch went IOI mall to watch a new year movie with family!!!
[My family , Grandpa , Auntie , Peter's family , and one more person!! i don't know his name but everyone called him shorty!! so... nvm i'm not that bad!! an elder brother that some sort like 'related' to us Lee family!!]
suprisingly Grandpa ask me for the ticket!! Haha bearly can date my grandpa out!!
drove Toyota Hilux to seremban to visit relatives!! nice ride!! 120-140 km/h!! saw a lotus!!

monday... went kuchai lama for 'dim sum'....

tuesday went time square with parents and cousins!! cousins came back from kuantan and had high tea at berjaya time square hotel!! Big Apple!! the food so..so.. not really tasty!! very weak in customer servise!!
*had a great 2 hours talk with Winnie that leng lui!! o.k thank you and LOVE YOU n your family much!!*

wednesday... went serdang 'leong nga' for lunch and continue fustal..... really i got to say GG...
at night went friend's open house and benji's house!!

thursday.... went puchong New way.... wow... great gathering of al times!! went belakong to pay a visit to Joshie's house!!! and back to serdang 'Ah Let' for dinner!!

Friday.... firstly

Evon Lim Jia Mei...
HappY BirthdaY...

than ...
*to be continue.....*

i want you to want me!!

2010-02-14T10:36:00.000-08:00

sound so rude!! ^^ anyways you know who am i!! i hate forcing people!! so u should have know i'm a slow person in action!!

u know until now i still cannot forget YOU!!~

arghh~ i also don't know lah!! maybe i'm late for that chance or maybe i don't even have that chance i'm waiting!! Nvm Nvm i believe sooner one day i'll get the chance i wanted!!

wish myself a happy valentine day and happy chinese new year!! ~^^

EMO~ kao kao... geh Zheng Hong!!

I Believe had changed to I CAN'T Believe!!

2010-02-12T10:36:00.000-08:00

i seriously cannot believe that i stay till late at night to D.I.Y a valentine gift to you and you just said two word to me~...

THANK YOU~...

than end of our conversation!! arghh~ i expected more!! but turn out sucked!!

Nvm what had i done had just DONE~

Zheng Hong Lee Joel stop thinking of the past and take a step forward and see the world!!!!
wow.... SO DIRTY....~

=.=||| ~swt~

Is Hard To Say M SORRY~

2010-02-12T10:31:00.000-08:00

hmm friends... I know is really a hard time being with me!!

my character is BAD ... and i knew it!! i have made some of my friend SAD... HATE ME... or Changed 2 ENEMY.... even my sister treat me like stranger!! i'm really sad and EMO~ currently!!

i here now would want to apologize to all my enemy and friends that i had provoke them to throw their anger to me!!

SORRY...

Sorry Seems To B The Hardest Word-Elton John!!

Coming acrosS~

2010-02-04T06:56:00.000-08:00

these days i don't know why am i so Emo~ that i always sneak to my mom's computer and listen those Emo chinese song!!

than later on M.J's song had played!! I bet we knew who he was!! He is the guy that rule the world with cool pop song when he's in his perfect form!! and he had been given the name King Of Pop!!

I love him very much!! i seriously envy his dancing skill~~... I wish I'm him!! who don't wish he himself like M.J having a talent of dancing.... erm yeah he is not Micheal Jordon but He Is Micheal Jackson!!

i know thats lame!! but he is really great!! and until now i don't believe that he do those bad stuff towards children!! He love the world and the children!! so i don't believe he will do something like that!! i should say until the day he dies i still don't believe!! but when him funeral that guy confess something and he did forgive by M.J i guess!!

o.k o.k the point i wanted to say is....

remember when M.J passed away?? Everyone in the world shaked and everyone started to download his song buying his album.... bla bla bla~ but whoever will care when he is alive?? will the world shaked when he retired?? not coming out for concert and stuff?? do the world remember him so offen?? i don't really think so...

or make it simple~ do we think bout him when he's newsless?? everyone is gossiping about how bad he was doing those unclean stuff.....

in this situation is same to us christian!! Did we think about God in every moment in our life?? or just think bout him where we at church on saturday sunday and where we at cell group?? or we are in trouble!!

maybe i'm wrong toward those that loyal and think bout God everyday in life!! no offen to them but when i'm updating this.. i'm reminding myself!! i hope thse who view this post will reflex how offen we think about GOD

...

night~

Febuary 14~

2010-02-04T05:49:00.000-08:00

i always wanted to celebrate with you~ and i bet u knew it!!

HaHaHa~

CNY lu maybe after that lah~ wakakakakaka^^

默契- I ♥ IT

2010-02-01T22:43:00.000-08:00

就是离别过就是怀念过
便清楚爱怎出错
便清楚你真的爱我
但往日我很傻
就是常做错就是求自我
未珍惜身边一个
在此生再不想错过
从年月里能全部看清楚
由始至终只有你一位
难以代替爱得多仔细
静看着对方无言语
仍然是觉安慰
明天世间怎去作估计
和你默契爱一生一世
是你令人生能完美
谁人及你等于我一切

wow i LOVE the lyrics!!

你的眼睛背叛你的心~

2010-02-01T22:39:00.000-08:00

别装作仍然温柔
别装作一切平静如旧
我们曾捱过了多少个年头
了解你不会不算足够
请原谅我的愎白
别以为我什麽都不明白
感觉渐渐缺少的一点点
告诉我你都已经在改变
你的眼睛背叛了你的心
别假装你还介意我的痛苦和生命
还介意我的眼泪还介意我的憔悴
还骗我一切不愉快都只是个误会
你的眼睛背叛了你的心
为何不乾脆灭绝我对爱情的憧憬
让我尽情的流泪泪乾了不再后悔
让我知道爱上你是最失败的误会

情书

2010-02-01T22:37:00.000-08:00

你瘦了憔悴得让我好心疼
有时候爱情比时间还残忍
把人变得盲目而奋不顾身
忘了爱要两个同样用心的人
你醉了脆弱得藏不住泪痕
我知道绝望比冬天还寒冷
你恨自己是个怕孤独的人
偏偏又爱上自由自私的灵魂
你带着它唯一写过的情书
想证明当初爱得并不糊涂
他曾为了你的逃离颓废痛苦
也为了破镜重圆抱着你哭
哦可惜爱不是几滴眼泪几封情书哦---
这样的话也许有点残酷
等待着别人给幸福的人
往往过的都不怎么幸福
哦可惜爱不是忍着眼泪留着情书哦---
伤口清醒要比昏迷痛楚
禁闭着双眼又拖着错误
真爱来临时你要怎么留得住
你醉了脆弱得藏不住泪痕
我知道绝望比冬天还寒冷
你恨自己是个怕孤独的人
偏偏又爱上自由自私的灵魂
你带着它唯一写过的情书
想证明当初爱得并不糊涂
他曾为了你的逃离颓废痛苦
也为了破镜重圆抱着你哭
哦可惜爱不是几滴眼泪几封情书哦---
这样的话也许有点残酷
等待着别人给幸福的人
往往过的都不怎么幸福
哦可惜爱不是忍着眼泪留着情书哦---
伤口清醒要比昏迷痛楚
禁闭着双眼又拖着错误
真爱来临时你要怎么留得住

pls NOTICE m3~

2010-02-01T22:16:00.000-08:00

well i update my blog so often these days cause i wanted to have your notice and keep update me!! but will you??

nvm nvm!!

Guys i have two choice by now!!
-Subaru Impreza
-Lancer 2.0GT

which sould i choose?? please tell me!!!!!!!!

i more to Lancer cause subaru gave me a bad testimony.....

SMILEsSs... like i always does!!~

2010-01-31T06:43:00.000-08:00

Wow how great it was?! you finally get what am i trying to say!!

anyways in my mind how sweet it's going to be when you finally knows what i'm trying to say....

what a sad thing in moments where i got back my negative answer where i don't wish to have it from your mouth!!

maybe you're still in love with your previous boyfriend!! Or you just wanted to enjoy your single life!! ~i respect your decision!~

Anyways don't try to stop me from doing my part..... don't try to stop me where i wanted to fetch you back from college!! and i always hate people stopping me!! if you stopped me i'll usually will try my best to do whatever it is to get what i wanted to do!!

well it's not as scary as how you think in your mind hehe^^

just take care of yourself and don't treat me as a stranger!! cause i'm not!!

yeah~ don't ever try to stop me from loving you!! i don't know what will i do when thing comes to a worst situation!!

BELLs~

2010-01-29T11:05:00.000-08:00

Ding Dong Bell... Bell Dong Ding...

hey is my boy girl relationship bell ringing?? ohh i hope it was!!

i had a great day with you!! although is really boring waiting there... but i'm really happy to be with you!! ♥

i hope you love the present i gave it to you!!^^ Wear it ya!!

Sorry i can't drop by your party just now!! My practice ended late!! i know you won't mind cause you didn't planned to invite me!!! T.T

anyways i'll always remember the time we had passed together...♥

9 12,15,22,5 21 19,5,5 11,8,5,5- sooner you'll understand and get what i'm trying to say...

2010-horoscope

2010-01-26T07:32:00.000-08:00

SCORPIO - The Addict

EXTREMELY adorable. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Will try almost anything once. Loves to be pampered. Energetic. Predictable. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want.. Attractive. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Loves to party but at times to the extreme. Loves the smell and feel of money and is good at making it but just as good at spending it! Very protective over loved ones. HARD workers. Can be a good friend but if is disrespected by a friend, the friendship will end. Romantic. Caring..

eU

2010-01-26T06:30:00.001-08:00

I use to think lots!! thinking that what is coming up right up next?? usually all funny or foolish stuff!! yes i like to fool around joke around... crazy me... i love to make people laugh.. i love seeing people laugh!! when someone's laughing i feel very happy^^... is true!!

it's made me think of my form 4 having a part-time company!! is an inside joke.... maybe if jeradyne view my post she can recall lolx....

nvm cut those nonsense.... maybe is because i love to fool around joke around that make me not serious in life!! but i can tell you somethings in my life i take it seriously and thats my 'adat' in life!! i might be funny in front of you but i tell you now i always take our time together seriously!! i don't know whether i'm talking to the sea or ocean or myself!! i wish u view my post!!

i cannot promise you anything here.... i cannot promise you that i'll be a good BOYfriend of yours.... i cannot promise u i can be a guy that 24 hours ready for your call and be there to fetch you... i cannot promise you that i can go get the breakfast you like and deliver it to you early in the morning but i tell you i can promise you that is i will take care and protect you with my huge body until my last breath in life!!

i will do my best to be a reaponsible and encountable boyfriend of yours!! i might not be the best you want but i can be better!! i love to see you smile^^ your sweet smile!! your smile sometimes really make my day!!

for now i have really no guts to tell you that three word that u would wanted to listen!! or maybe u just treat me as a big brother ... bla bla bla.... i don't know... but what i know is i don't treat you as a little sister!!

seriously i'm really damn emotional..... it's been almost feel of my post is posting bout you!! i bet i'm just post the sake of posting it and you won't even try clicking my blog.... aww... how negatively i'm thinking now!! i really think too much!!

From far i saw your face,
From that moment of time you turned away,
How negatively i'm thinking at that very moment,
n
How romantically you're thinking how your lover gonna give supprise to you,
Sadly me thinking and day dreaming,
Blestly you enjoying your suprise...

as long the days goes by.... i been hardly thinking bout you.... as long i'm still alive i'll always keep my promise...

This is from ME to YOU

~ I BELIVE~

2010-01-25T06:30:00.000-08:00

yin torng... i think hardly that few years back we enjoy together with a last minute performance together.... i really enjoy those time man!!

this is the song we performed!! Y.T with the piano and i'm with my DRUMS..... while no one's singing!! haha is kinda romantic song.... hope u guys will understand the song and fell the song....

heroes of all hero....

2010-01-14T08:19:00.001-08:00

http://en.tackfilm.se/?id=1263454532832RA53

2010-01-14T06:58:00.000-08:00

these few days i know you're tired... and i already try not to keep sms u.... but i can't control myself... maybe i'm over worry about you!!

i know i'm a very annoying person!! thats y one of my sister don't even talk to me until now!! arghh~ nvm nvm cut those craps...

i know you have transport problem!! going home from college!! no doubt if i have a car i'll surely wait for you!! but you say you mom wanted you to take taxi... honestly that makes me more worry about you!! alamak don't know why lah... i'm getting myself into it.... someone please drag me out!!

anyways i go and fetch you is because i wanted to have a time with you!! just me and you!! i don't expect anything for return but i can have a time with you... i'm happy!! i'm really regret that i didn't talk much with u in our late trip.....

i hope next time i would have a great time with you....

I MIZZ YOU.....:-)

~DreamSs~

2010-01-12T09:40:00.000-08:00

i've been dreaming these days... maybe is because those pressure i have and i cannot release it!!

well yesterday i dream bout something that is really like reality!!

honestly i scare high!! some phobia but i can't rememebr what the phobia name!!

i dream that i sat at a cable car!! and the ground can see through.... is like just a mirror!! wow when i looked down-wards!! i cannot think of something!! later on i try to observe!! there is something unusual going on!! that bloody cable car that i'm on it had no way out!! alamak~ than finally my phobia gone for some reason!! and i don't know why!! i kinda enjoy up there looking down and seeing humans rushing here and there... rushing for public transpot!! maybe there is the time i'm at heaven looking down to the land that GOD had created!!

And out of a sudden i dream another funny thing....

as usual i love driving and i once told my friend my dream car for now is EVO10... there is a work going on... is like berjaya hill time challenge but this is a rally time challenge!! that guy call on me... and he threw me the car key!! he said drive it!! than i drove it like mine!! the race no prize giving ceremony and i drove it to a food court!! once i go down to get myself a drink i saw my little sister that has not been talking to me until now!! i really miss her!! no names here so ask me in private haha!! anyways she approce me by sudden!! i feel so suprise!! and she called my nickname!! she's totally not her!! thats what i feel!! but anyway in this dream i recall her sweet voice that had called me brother during my secondary school days!!

she is my sister... last time , now , and future she also will be!! i still treat u as my sister and i love you very much!! really really very much!! i hope u understand how much i miss you!! what i want to hear for now from you is just a word!! a word will make me fall my happy tears!!

to all my sisters i love you!! no doubt ya haha^^

nightSsSs...

StudieS...

2010-01-10T06:08:00.000-08:00

as everyone know what am i studying... to those who don't know.. i'm studying mechanical engineering!! the name sound nice in other fact i can be just a mechanic down the street helping people to repair cars...

As everyone who close to me knows that i hate study and remember stuff!! especially exam!! i hate exam cause eveytime i prepare everything and can remember what i study.. once i step into the examination hall i forget everything!! if you would to ask me before the exam i can answer you!! start exam i forget everything!! i don't know y and i have short-term memory!! what i can remember now is this and later on i forget!! i'm really scare!! maybe imy brain is like those late chinese say.. head big only fits grass!!

hmm so thats my problem!! anyway i'm really a 0% guy in my studies when i first start!! but now i guess i fill around 25% of it?? or less?? i not sure!!

just one day i ask Gordon about a recovery mechine thing... than he ask me a question that struck my heart!! What for you come to college?? Are you paying attention in class?? Do u really study?? and i cannot search for an answer to answer him!!

this really struck my heart!! and until now i'm still doubting!! should i continue or should i stop?? should i work or should i study something else?? anyway to those who read this post of mine please kindly pray for me!! i know GOD will show the way to me!! he will show me and guide me ... that is a thing i'm asure of!! that i do!!

well for now i'll put more effort to study and try to remember everything that i learn!! help me guys!! please scold me when i'm playing afool in class or outside!! anytime when it's serious please remind me or lecture me!! i want to be a successfull guy!! and i don't want to waste my parents money!!

try to help me when i need one!! i'm really begging everyone in class!! i'm really lacking and i'm really a newbie!! i'm not pro!! not at all!! i want to be pro at it!! really!!

everyone know what i dream of!! what i really wanted to be!! and i seldom share!! i love driving very much!! really very much!! well i want to repair my own car!! And if i can support myself!! i would give my church member a FOC car repair!! i mean in workmanship!! part i'll not earn and give u all a direct price!! that is my prinsip and what i said now is for future!! if i'm able to get through now!! that is what i'll do for 2 years!! as a thank giving!!

please pray for me guys and girls!! thank you for your prayer!!

GOD bless YOU!!
NIGHTsSsS...

Sell-Fish

2010-01-07T08:53:00.000-08:00

Hmm~ came back to blogging lately!!

i believe that many people will be "sell-fish" when they are protecting their love ones!!

well i can say i'm one of them up there!! To me , if can save my loves one i cannot believes how "sell-fish" i would be... by now i cannot even imagining how "sell-fish am i going to be... when on to some situation...

well like to win a sports how 'sell-fish' am i not going to pass the ball and keep trying to do it myself ... i know sports is all bout team-work when u're in a team!! Team-work and unity is really important in a TEAM!!! i'm sorry to those friend/team-mates that i not considering u all and keep SOLO!! sorry guys!! i'll reflect back what i've done to turn that game up-side-down!!

just a random posting from me!! "sell-fish"!! i'm out of words and fatigue!! Gonna sleep!! ZzZzZz... NIGHTs

lossing weight~

2010-01-02T09:20:00.000-08:00

well of course i'm fat!! and i did admit it!!

o.k if u would to say i don't have any six pack or something... well i can say to you i have it and it is 6 in 1!! sounds cool but it doesn't!! i know many people call me to cut down some weight... and i did it at first!! just because something happen and i lost direction and i gain it back!! i had once lost 12kg but i gain it back like just one month?? o.k thats the pass!! what has been done it's done!!

o.k what i'm doing now is... because the sake of her i go on diet!! at least i had an aim now!! i bet it not good to use HER as an aim to go on diet but i need!! cause everytime i take supper i saw her face!! how can i get her with those big tummy??

o.k every guys wants to look good!! and if they're slim everything looks good!! and when u're FAT... either an auntie walk pass u saying wow this boy is cute!! or not that auntie will say boy u're too fat go on some diet!! to cut down ur fat/weight!!

to be frank i'm really hurt when i hear/listen to those word but now... am awake!! i want - GET SLIM in the first place!! train my muscle to replace FAT the second place!! can i do it?? i which all my friend will be there to support and motivate me also!! not stepping me instead!!

o.k lord that my first task for the year 2010!! bless me with it!! AMEN~

TO HER:-

erm... u did brought me some pineapple tards from taiwan!! and to be very honest to you!! i hate it very much!! since it was from taiwan...so i tried it this morning!! wow it's so sweet and those taste of sweet-ness i have ever encounter is even my heart was touched!! arghh~ i bet she read this post!! is really true!! thank you for that!! i hope u understand what i'm trying to bring out!!

nights everyone!!

DREAM~

2009-12-30T10:55:00.000-08:00

updating blog is a thing that i don't really do everyday but maybe few month one post!! i'm too lazy to type or using some cool grammer to attract ppl to read it!!

in life many things had happen and those things make me grow much more stronger and elder... if anyone would to ask me when i'm in my secondary skul life!! what is your occupation next time?? i would to say becoming a well-known sports man!! but if u would to ask me now!! i would say i wanted to be a man who can earn a lot of money!! in conclusion to b a rich man!!

o.k to cut those craps i would to say i will go to the point where is... as if i'm a rich man!!

1) when i earn my first 10 mil i will give 2 mil to church as thanks giving and 2 mil for church to bless others or sponsor or to help or building fund!! remaining that 6 mil...3 mil i would to use for getting some drawing or stuff to make my house more beautiful or renovate the house or upgrade it or what-so-ever!! just that 3 mil i'll ready for my house!! the rest 2 mil keep for urgents!! 1 mil for family use!! travel or some other thing!!

2) if i would earn another 10 mil... 3 mil i'll use to get a place i can open 5 fustal courts... 3 grass and 2 normal fustal court!! and 3 basketball courts!! 1 for training... and 2 for competition plus training!! well i open this sports center is not to earn any money but to let those who had talent to show it out!! and represent malaysia and make our own country proud!! o.k i'll estimate it around 5 mil to construck the place so remaining that 5 mil... i'll take 2 mil to distribute to those who care for me and raise me up since i'm young!! as a thank you gift!! so 3 mil i'll take 1 mil for offering and 2 for urgents!!

o.k thats only dream!!
a question finally came!! would u think millions is that easy to earn?? to sacrifice those time and work until u die only can get those money from ur sweat and tears!! when i heard this i almost gave up on this 50-50 hope/dream!! but if i don't have dream how can i ever have a target??

and sorry i mention it earlyer is when i earn my first 10+10 mil!! i mean when i can tabungkan all my money until i get 20mil.. i'll do that!! but if church is in urgent to help i would to give when i have to help the church!! certainly i would not get my family member to suffer because of my dream!! cause it is too selfish!!

i know my dream is big so nvm thats my target in life!!

have a happy new life reborn in the year 2010... and somehow i had a feeling that 2010 is also a hard time for me!!...nvm i know that GOD is always there to lead and guide me!!

GOD BLESS ME...
GOD BLESS MY FAMILY...
GOD BLESS MY FRIEND...
GOD BLESS CHURCH...
GOD BLESS MALAYSIA!!

3xpectation!!~

2009-12-26T08:49:00.000-08:00

hmmm... it's has been a long time i didn't update!! bro.. i choose not to continue update your life here cause laziness and not really much guys or girls view my profile!! so someday they will know!! believe me some day i'll post just don't know when!!

not long ago!! i mean one month and 7 days ago!! i'm expecting these few person that i care and love to wish me !! but after a long wait i finally "white wait" in chinese!!

at that time i told myself they just too busy!! but indeed they forget!! i'm so depress!! well jsut for a while!! maybe i thought i do good and remember all i should have!! they would same remember mine!! but nvm it's just a small matter!!

i feel tired!! for now!! it doesn't cure althought i slept for 12-15 hours a day!! and i'm becoming an owl!!

sleeping is the best thing to do!! i enjoy sleeping very much haha!!

well time had passed fast and am now 18!! next year 18+!! but as times goes on more thing for me to handle!! i'm not a fast learner at some feild!! but i'll try my best!! and if i can learn fast.. i can forget even fast!!

friends... basketball to me is important!! will i ever stop playing basketball?? or will i ever stop being a fool?? there is like a lots of loads on my shoulder!! how can i put it down??

finally... is time for me to end!! and i bet myself with cliff and clement!! if the next time they came back from aussie i'm still this fat.. i'm going to pay them a whole day meal!!

P.S :/ guys/friends/family members please stop me from eating a lot!! cause i can't control myself!! i wish to get slimmer and more stamina to run around the court/field!!

3mo~

2009-11-25T06:17:00.000-08:00

today i lost my pen-drive!! pray that i can get it back!!
giving up something is what i need now!!
i can't concentrate for my turbo, supercharger n turbo supercharger subject!! please pray for me!!
please pray for me!! hey bro , the next interview i won be posting soon!! so sorry!! busy with subjects!!

interview part-1

2009-11-10T07:03:00.000-08:00

This guy i know him for sometime!! So to know him better, i make up a time to interview him... Part-1...

I - herlo bro, thanks for taking out sometime to accept my interview!!

HIM- Oh~ my pleasure...

I- So basically i'll ask about ur life-style and stuff... like your hobby,family,and your idle life...

HIM- Ohh~ sure... are we started??

I- yeah~ so what are u up-to basically in life?? well i would hear the past....

HIM- erm the past?? well i'll start when i'm in the age of 7??

I- yeah thats what i'm curious about!!

HIM- erm when i'm young, i don't love to study, and basically i'm forced to study!! I strongly believes that when a boy don't like to study and parent wants him to get a good or moderate result this particullar thing can stated as "force"...

I- O.k...

HIM-i love to play.. trying new stuff.. like climbing a tree!! which i couldn't!!

I-Haha^^ *smiles*

HIM-ya so in conclusion i love to play and not study!! Play , play and play... i had passed my time like that until i'm in standard 5, my form teacher pick me out and call me to join short-put!! i find it boring!! well before logging in to that particullar sport... i tried badminton,volleyball,100 meter and 4x100 meter!! Badminton i don't really like playing it cause being force to go training!! and the training is *hell*!! well volleyball.. so and so!! not into that sport at all!! maybe i'm tall so the teacher picked me!! well cut the craps and 100 meter and 4x100 meter is a sport that i can do my best... well i still can lead the line sometimes when training!! but i respect my "tai-ko" last time!! i'm one of his best friend at once!! so we do sports together!! will back to that later on!! so later and later having some tasty food, i started to gain weight!! so i'm no longer in the running team!! sad case is i cannot even lead the line anymore!! that is really a big impact towards me!! so i find it curious why my father take a green thing up and down with his hand?? so i follow what he does!! as i stated before, i love trying new things... so i do almost everyday!! and now my hand had a mouse haha as in cantonese!! since then i randomly picked again for sport!! i think negatively why i'm still got pick?? than the headmaster said a funny thing which that time i found it funny!!
"hey boy, do you know how to throw a ball??"
"what?? ball only what... don't know how to throw??"
"o.k throw toward me" than the headmaster walk quite far!!
"and i proudly said, u sure ahh?? after kena u how??"
"i bet you you can't"
as a kid that time i very angry so i throw as hard as possible!! but end up fail!! so the headmaster say, boy i told you right?? i bet you can't!! *silent form me!!* and the headmaster craping around and call us for practise every morning before class started!! so in a nut shell, since young i'm up to playing and sports!!

I- wow at least you're not naughty and play sports thats great!!

HIM- *smiles* well i'm a problem maker in school!! i don't do homework, i cheat mom's signature for report-card... ever-since thats me there is a problem!! haha^^

I-*shocked, with mouth open wide*

HIM-yeah , you cannot judge me now as comparing me to the pass... i'm now changed!!

I- Due to time i'll make this interview as in trouble making in life... izzit o.k for you??

HIM- can you make it clear??

I-erm well so the pass you is not a good example.. so i wanted this interview we make it like a "bad" one and having a solution in the next interview...

HIM-O.k O.k~that wouldn't be a problem with me!!

I- thats great^^ so how is ur primary school life get passed?? just sport?? don't do homework??

HIM-hmmm~ yeah but in UPSR i get a moderate result not too good and not to bad!! make it up to Form 1~

I-ohh~ so how is ur secondary school life??excellent?? good?? bad?? worst??

HIM- to me i'll state it as worst to excellent!!

I- how does it change from worst to excellent?? there is a huge gap there...

HIM-hahaha^^ yeah i know!! and this is where people can see changes in me!! well i'll start from form 1-2 and later on continue with 3,4 and 5...

I-o.k go ahead!!

HIM- form 1 i'm a newbie in secondary school!! i listen to some of my senior, they say mostly form 1 "zhai" will kena bully!! so before starts school i hide myself!! i'm scare!! nervous!! but end up still in the class!! so in my mind-set i'm thinking that if i'm a boss who dare to even touch me?? so ending up joining the wrong gang in school, where seriously will bring my result from moderate to worst!! And form 1 i join my so call gang "main lewat"... late to school, ponteng class!! almost all the bad attitude i had!! u name it and i'm in!!

I-wow thats really amazing you're now different from what u're talking now!!

HIM- well there is cure in life!!

I- continue with ur secondary school life!!

HIM-o.k o.k... so my name start to get more and more popular in school!! as in the 'bad' popular!! everyone starts to talk bad about me in times which i don't know!! i know it when i'm in my form 5!! i admit that sometimes my mouth will hurt a person but i sincerly apologize!! so people hate me, look down on me!! i wonder why are they looking down on me?? i'm doing cool stuff!! well i'm not into those loving kind!! so i play and go on with "cool" stuff!! haha it sounds so stupid!! just STUPID!! And in disiplin board my name is always upthere!! ponteng class!! me again!! almost most of the day i ponteng class!! is too boring for me to stay in class!!

I-let me stop u for a while, "cool stuff" as u stated before.. how u ever find it if now u see someone else following ur track??

HIM- i'll tell him this is wrong!! whether to listen or not that is his problem!!

I-you won't tell him until he listen??

HIM-in that time or when you or someone doin those "cool stuff" you will not listen to a single word that is for your own good!!

I-yeah true true!! you can continue!!

HIM- with those "cool stuff" that i'm doing... is included smoking!!

I-wow!! i cannot believe it bro..

HIM-well i stopped no worries!!

I-thats good .. thats good ..

HIM-o.k so i found it fun where you can play catch catch with some teachers... haha since i say i love trying new thing!!

I-wow u really a brave boy!!

HIM-you find it fun when you're the one who being catch and wasting your own time and your friends time!!

I-what do you mean wasting your friend time??

HIM-well if the teacher was out catching you!! which teacher so good would take over the teacher's class to teach??

I-ohh~

HIM-so my life for form1 had passed like that!! starting form 2 life!! same thing i'm repeating it all over again!! until one day my parents need to come school to meet the teacher!!

I-what happen??

HIM- i bully a teacher and the penyelia petang cannot take it [my perangai] so she phoned my mother!! She having a history class with my mother!! counting all the so-called "cool stuff" from the front to the back and from the back to the front!! how fun was it until i reach home and got a BIG present from my parents!! thats the first and the last time!! at that time my mind is thinking if someone would there to help me who will he be?? and sonner i found out!!

I- well sadly this is not the solution one if yes u can share it together.. and i can get some advise from you!! by now i only can patiently wait for the next one!!

HIM- ohh~ yeah i'll clearly state out who help me in my life in the up coming interview i promise!!

I- need to make up a time very soon!!

HIM-*smiles*

I- well so how does it end up??

HIM-i started to transform!! after having my helper's advise!! and my first and the best indian friend he lefted school i mean shifted school and he's the monitor of the class!! so i went all the way to the penyelia petang's room and tell her that i wanted to become the monitor of the class and i would want to have a 180 degree change in life!! i don't know why i would want to do that?? well from this incident i've change a lot!! i forget to tell you the penyelia petang is a history teacher that is why she is good in teling stories haha!! my story!!

I- haha... well at least u had the heart to change... thats a very proud thing and a desire thing to do in life!!

HIM- yeah is really having a hard time to click with those who were good and leave all your so-called friend that would not help you when you're in trouble.. and end up point you and says yeah yeah is him not us who does it!! by that time i'm angry even i would want to kill them on the spot!! but end up by now i thank them for pointing my back and says it's me!! if not them i wouldn't wake up and turn!!

I- well i help them to say you're most welcome!! *hahaha laugh together*

HIM- until end of the year i'm having a basketball competition and i have some skill in basketball!! not really weak but still have room to improve!! so back then i know some of a good friend!! where when you're in trouble they will try their very best to help you!! to be honest i almost cried due to some incident hehe^^ so my life start to change .. i stop doing those "cool stuff" , stop smoking , pick-up sport and try to have my studies well!!

I- i'm glad you have a bunch of good friend!!

HIM-as in here i dare to say!! these few friend, good friend of mine nothing comes first before them!! except in GOD n FAMILY lah... other than that sorry!! they will be in my first prior!!

I-i'm sure u are a good friend also!!

HIM- thanks!! so my life had passed to them and with their help i'm totally transform!! this very basketball gang of mine, they won't look down on me!! they helped me!! i'm glad that they are my friends!! and ending in form 3 i'm in the basketball team!!which that is from worst to good!! later on form 4 i'm in the handball team!! and having a solo event which is shot-put!! so studies to me is one side!! sports come first than studies!! form 4 the whole year i'm having sport event!! winning medals... having a great time!! and importantly having lisence to 'ponteng school'!!

I-lisence??

HIM- yeah~ ntg much just mom know that i'm at home sleeping not going anywhere else doing those 'cool stuff' again!!

I-ohh~

HIM-form 4 just normally passed with good records!! Form 5 started and i'm a prefect!!

I- prefect??

HIM- yeah!! cause i want to get a good record before i leave my secondary so i went for it!! good experience also!!

I-do you enjoy being a prefect??

HIM- sure i do!! haha!! and life passed with competition and cuming finals as stated as SPM in end of the year!! and the life now is rated best!! to me!! i'm very please with my lifestyle right now!! by the way, before the exam one week!! my group of friend tells all the honest thing about us.. from the last until the first!! so i hear a lots of bad record that i need to reset in their mind once again!! and up to now this very gang of mine still rated as my best friend in me!! there are two gang i stated!! one is my brother!! they bring me to the right track and this gang is from my class!!

I-you also have quite number of friends in school huh??

HIM- sure i do haha!! next time if having any trouble can find them for some comment or to lend me a hand??!

I-true also...~

HIM-my classmates says that i sometimes talk something that hurts others.... but i don't know a single thing bout that!! so friends forgive me and i'm trying my best to change myself!!

I-i'm very sure they will forgive you!!

HIM-thanks man... well that is my life from primary school to secondary school....anything else??

I- did you contact your best friend as in two of the gang member of yours?? after gratuating ur secondaries??

HIM- of cause i do contact them!! in he mean time they had their own thing to do!! studies exam assignment and stuff so we will meet once a while in gatherings...

I-o.k i had no comments at the moment and thanks for taking out a part of your time for this interview.... take care BRO...*hand-shake*

HIM-*hand-shake* you're most welcome!! i hope this can help most of the teenage now-a-days!!

numbers~

2009-11-02T08:53:00.000-08:00

1 day I go 2 climb a 3 outside a house to pluck fruit. But the couple saw me, so I panic
and 4 down. The man rushed out and wanted to 5 with me. I ran until I fell 6. So I go into 7-eleven to buy drink but the cashier very rude so I grabbed some 8 and throw at him. He scold my mother so I took
a 9 and try to stab at him. 10 God he run away or else sure die.

10 I put the 9 back and pay for the 8 and left 7-eleven. Next day I called my
boss and told him I was 6. He said 5, tomorrow also no need to come back 4 work.
He also asked me to go climb a 3 and jump down. I don't understand. I so nice
2 him but I don't know what he 1. His character very bad, I give him jiro (0)

From damansara to K.L

2009-10-15T09:48:00.000-07:00

today morning my mom told me ur cousin brother is going 1u after college, u want to join??

*blur blur me said erm anything lah, continue sleeping!!

college run out as usual ntg special happen!! after college i follow Marcus's car to 1u, thx dude for dropping me there!! i just reflex back today got one special thing happen and it is Marcus been raped by Uncle Stan!! haha just fooling around the class like small children!!

well after arriving 1u , meet cousin with phone, got a necklace, and have a meal there! McD again!! i mention it... yes is AGAIN!!! because of that cup!! i'll stop McD for 2 weeks man or for diet sick i'll stop for 1 month!! if no special thing happen i rather eat some light stuff!!

o.k went back around 3.30!! and jam with cousin with noob guitar skills and pro drum skill
s.... we had a great time together huh?? lolx!! than mom fetch me at 4.30!! reach home around 5 and arrive for Lowyat Plaza!! my mom wanted to get a mouse!! i mean computer mouse!! so i went up to the highest floor and get in to a shop!! well at first my mom wanted a wireless one but turn out having problems.... so we wanted to change a new one!! after changing the casher ask for the "resit".... add on with a no mannest casher girl!!

this is how that no manner sales girl talk :-

casher : erm , mana resit??

me : nak yang mana?? yang bank punya ataupun ....??

casher : ohh tak yang company punya....

me : bluring , and stun?!!!

my mom : ohh kita tak ada, tadi tak ambil... casher itu tak bagi pun??!

me casher and my mom looking at the casher girl!!

casher[girl] : bukan saya tak bagi , u tak ambil!!!

my mom : apa kita tak ambil?? u tak panggil mana tau policy u?? kalau u nak bagi panggil lah saya!!

me starring at that casher!!

casher : ohh o.k o.k saya tolong transfer barang ini ahh bagi 5 minit!!!

my mom : mana boleh cakap macam itu?? costomer selalu betul!!

ENDS

well as i always heard in quiksliver.. costomer always right!! what reaction can i give?? dot..dot..dot!!

well i choose a new computer mouse!! i like it very much maybe it look my dream car ... the shape of the mouse.... take a look man!!

does the front looks like lambo??

after the purchase... i went on to the next shop just beside it and get a price of mp3!!

well after a little bargain me and my mom each one of us got one MP3 !!! picture below!!

sony walkman!! mine is white and orange while my mom's one is red and black!!

wow my dinner for today is a fried rice and a big cup of teh tarik 3 in 1 !!!

rating for today's dinner 2 1/2 star!!

posted by the huge guy in the mid night!! later in the morning i'll be in the blur situation playing badminton with aunties.....

Berjaya Hill Time Challenge

2009-10-11T08:06:00.000-07:00

just came back from berjaya hill time challenge.....
it's a cool experience that can be with those super-cars one day long......
the sound from their car damn nice but loud.....
almost burst my ear-drum...
those super-car appear in front of me one shot i also don't know what and how to react but just opened up my freaking mouth damn big.....!!
i sat hummer H3, evo lancer , and a modify subaru[with turbo charge].....
when i sat hummer to go uphill..... kinda dizzy.... but still comfortable....i sat behind where hummer use to bring stuff... ya i'm fat so no space for me..... but at last i sat in front!! hummer vry comfortable.... btw what we get from tj hummer in long journey is not that comfortable!!
evo lancer!! yesterday!! i sat it going uphill also!! good experience!! that evo hit top speed when fetching me and a crew!! until the speed cut auto-cut it's speed!! the driver off it but like it seem to play safe[the car]... because of me the driver hit top-speed haha.... shh~ i'm the guy who call the driver to drive faster......
subaru!!! downhill !! turbo!!! maintaining speed 60-70 with turbo in 3000 rpm and above!! i sat in it like ntg!!! Gordon once told me that when in turbo car u can feel u're flying backward haha now i experience it!!
well all the while i saw nice car but didn't manage to take any photo of it cause busy working thru-out the event!!
no regrets going there and got a vry good experience also!!

1 malaysia!!

2009-10-06T08:52:00.001-07:00

i love this song very much!!

2009-10-06T08:23:00.000-07:00

i saw this photo in this year march!!!
at that time i don know how it goes.... until just now i view y.t's blog....
following the instructions i finally saw his face on the wall.......
i'm glad i know him....
i always wanted to become like him cause he's the biggest role model that i have even known....
thanks for doin so much for me.....

Lmao

2009-10-04T08:51:00.000-07:00

be4 i post about that friend i'll post some phto shoots that i got in college and i maked up a story for those picture.... those picture is not taken 1 by 1 but random and i randomly made out a story so enjoy... besides that i got a video snap this early afternoon in church while the dancers are dancing!!

picture...

Stan : Wai yong u better careful !!
Wai yong : u think i scare u?? MARCUS...[shout frm wai yong]

Stan : Hai-ya [with the rihana-umbrella]

Stan : HUI... open!! and BLOCK!!

Stan : What is this thing?? CHEH !! [he said later on]

MARCUS in action with the paper JET!!

MARCUS aim and shoot....
.
..
...
....
-so mainly is Stan have some problem with wai yong
and
wai yong get help from marcus with the paper JET!!
-Stan defend it with the [rihana's umbrella]

THE END

continue with the video tooken by me and directed by my god-sister melissa...

ENJOY the FUNNY dance by the blue shirt guy!!
named Daniel and the last special guest TIFFANY

i believe god give us talent and even a guy can dance also..... but some how i still find Daniel dance funnily!!! what a lame post by ME!!

who is that boy??

2009-09-29T08:18:00.000-07:00

i want to write lots bout this boy that i had know him for mur that 10 years!!

but due to time i'll update when i finish my exam in cuming friday!!

until yesterday i know him well!! as in half of his character has shown!!

yestoday~

2009-09-21T04:33:00.000-07:00

yesterday beibi jess is mine.... hurray!!!

today i'm happy cause the 5 legend basket baller from saujana class of 2008 had come together in a match.... i hope we can come together and have a great match all time...

Recently~

2009-09-14T07:31:00.000-07:00

i know a girl on net.... well she is 14 this year.....

we sms often!!she seems like a younger sister to me and i don't want to have a younger sister at the moment!! i have 3 for now!![younger sister]

1st younger sister at the moment ntg much going on.
2nd younger sister i guess i made she angry cause she feel me annoying her for times...^^[too boring at that time]
3rd younger sister seldom contact her , she's busy with her assign i guess!!

i love them much!!

i found out this young girl that i knew her days ago we can talk, we talk bout hobby, what guy like to have in girl and what girl like to have in guys.... is kinda good topic!!!

other than her , another girl that i knew her for quite sometime, i start to care for her, we both also sporty person like joking haha she also a good friend of mine!! thanks for some sweet sms and thanks for giving me a chance to encourage you from moments to moments......

thank you!!

2009-09-14T06:45:00.000-07:00

as growing elder we need to step front.... but i wish to step back to those funny enjoying life that i've been in my secondary school life....

when i post something on blog or someone post something on their blog... if we did not experience it we won't know......

sometime i think too much... i always think..... i sometime won't even know what i'm thinking..... sometime i would cry cause i lost something.... add-on i sometimes will just fall tears for no reason.... maybe that makes me feel better......

i feel i'm weird, i'm lazy, i don't even know who am i sometimes!!! ahh~ ~

my character got problem, and i don't know what problem!!!

HELP ME!!!!

tired days....

2009-09-11T01:00:00.000-07:00

no more acting ..... I'm me and me am I..... *cheer*

To the 'SHE'

2009-09-04T01:48:00.000-07:00

hey a friend of mine...
when u need me to be by-your-side.... i'm always there.....
i would sacrifice for you when the time is needed....
i would have u second in my heart sorry i can't put u first.....
i'm willing to do anything for you[except those hard one]

From your friend:
Zheng Hong

TIME

2009-09-03T10:45:00.000-07:00

i watched a movie... there are a lot of priceless thing we can't buy although we are billionaire......

when i watched that movie i learn a lot of things....

i'm now 18 , i still have a long way to go.... working life.... setting up a family..... growing up a child.... my career would be important than family that time.. but i had told myself my family would be in the first place besides 'GOD'... but until today i realise that all the while i didn't put my family in the first place..... i feel a bit regret....

i hope every children or adult who had read my post would reflex back how often that you go out with your family for a meal?? or sitting down have a chit-chat section?? i don't think we do a lot for our parents or family member..... besides those parents who give up on their children i have no idea with that topic.... but if a parent would always be there and sacrifice for you?? think back since when is your last meal with ur parents??

these days i been a bad boy.... my mom had cooked at home but i refuse to eat at home..... after that movie i only know that if just now i didn't eat at home and that would be my last meal with my parents?? i would regret for the rest of my life....

those time where you can enjoy with ur family is a blessing from 'GOD'.... i believe that in any religion our 'GOD' also blessed us time with our family..... we don't know when they will be leaving so appreciate the time where we can enjoy with them...

i think a lot of things.... i always think when would they been transfer to another world?? i can't predict.... thinking back when i'm young i always bring lots and lots of problem to my parents , i really really very regret.... i don't have any brother and sister.... i have only god sister and brother.... and best friends.... my god sister and brother cannot help me everytime.... my best friend would be the support of mine when i need one..... but in my family i'm the eldest and i'm the youngest..... i need to have a charateristic of a elder brother and a characteristic as a younger sister...... to me i need to support my own family with my pairs of hand and 'GOD' will be there to guide me also.....

i'll be a very busy man..... i still need to take care of my god younger sister..... my cousin brother..... and sister.... when my grandma just passed away..... my mom told me before ... u are the eldest in the lee family u need to take care of them.... and in the kwan family i'm also the eldest so my mom said.... you need to take care of them you know.... althought u don't have any brother and sister so in your life you will have a mission to take care all your cousins.....

to me family will be an important word in my brain......

for now i promise myself that i will take care of my cousin if i can.... i would willing to share the burden..... and sacrifice myself.... besides my cousin i also promise myself i would not leave my parents there and will appreciate when they not here.....

except my parents who i love is my grandparents..... i wish to be on their side.... as their age is getting older so the time for the in earth will be shorter.... in life there will be a lot of 'sadness' but as the eldest grandchildren and eldest child i need to carry this burden..... i believe my cousin brother and sister would also help me some of it..... as christ said before carry your cross and follow me...... so in the family i would want to be like christ..... be indipendent!!!!!

i believe myself can do it...... and i hope my friends will know how to appreciate the time when u can still enjoy with ur family members...... althought u have a lot of money.... u may not know how warm is it when a family come together and have a gathering...... this warm is where u can't buy it with money.......

i hope i will bring out what i will say and will not mistaken my own message......

YEAH!!

2009-09-03T04:46:00.000-07:00

Finally i can recover from the pain i suffer...... finally i can become the brand-new me.......

she is no more 'M3'

2009-08-27T10:52:00.000-07:00

From the first day we meet i told myself not to continue to play.... but it did not help at 'ALL'

I LOVE HER very very very much!!! I LOVE HER.... the pass me is a jerk i would say myself..... i love u but i'm still going for other girl..... but the answers from all girl when i asked them that question they will tell me..... sorry i'm not the girl you want joel or zheng hong or so whatever... she will continue saying you can get a better girl..... better than me.... well for the pass me i would feel nothing cause i'm still playing.... but now i started to have feelings......

i would apologize to those who i just ask for the sick of having you....... but now i'm not i asked this question and i want a positive answer.... i would say only 3 girls i'm goin after untill i can't concentrate a single thing.... well no mention names here..... my closest friend would know who they are..... and recently i tell myself i got to do better..... i need to set up everything and let her come into my world......

but i failed... from form5 until now i'm only wanted to go after you.... and to plan the rest of my life i'm walking with you.... before that i'm praying to god that if the timing is right... please bless me to have a relationship with 'you' and now i don't think this prayer i going to continue to have it in my prayer list......

i try my best to think all the ideas i have to suprise u when it's your birthday... when that day came i found out that i don't really know you..... i don't know you cannot get close to flowers..... and as a stupid me i brought a rose for you..... and a necklace....... i plan to propose when i gave u the suprise... but i failed ... i didn't get myself ready..... and i wanted to have a closer relationship..... what a foolish me.....

and recently i know that you don't really like food or drink that in-line with beans..... but a 'clever' me gave you a black bean soya.... oh gosh.... *need some help here*... in the same day i still found out that u can't stand the smell when people smoked... [i'm trying to avoid] somemore you cannot take strong fragrance....

how can a boyfriend don't know a single things of yours?? if I'm, i am in serious shit..... sometimes you feel that u treat me bad but what to do i'm willing..... isn't love is part of our sacrifice?? i mean in phisical... like time and money.... but i'm willing how about you?? i have putted you as the most important person thats sitted in my heart... but where am i in your heart?? 1 to 10 where am i?? if u would to ask me this question... i would say you're more than that....

i treat you like how i treat a girlfriend.... i'm trying my best to ..... but it seems that you can't feel it.... behind of it i suffer many.... patient.... patient.... and patients..... i waited but someone jumped my Q.... wherever i am... i think of you.... would u ever think of me?? on the bed before you sleep?? i don't think so.... after i had my good night prayer with the lord i think about my love ones..... you're included .... and u always pop out as the first one.....

the sweet smile that i cannot ever ever ever forget from you.... the cute character that i cannot forget.... the way you talk / the style you talk that i cannot forget.... the emotional face that i cannot forget..... everytime i think about those happy moment it seems to be just a few minute.... but the sads one coming out one by one .... maybe i think too much or i loved you to 'deep' and i can bearly pull myself out.....

in the car i asked u one question... 'do you have a boyfriend now??' i asked..... you answered yes... to be honest my heart broke.... when i would to comfirm..... and u say yes... i'm total lost..... a tears came down form my eye.... and i asked myself again.... why should i drop a tear?? i should wish her to have a life-long relationship right?? i should be happy right?? but eventually i'm not at all..... i wish you will not click in to my blog and view this post..... even i got the chance i missed it... or i don't deserve to have a chance..... everything i would say is too late......

2009-08-12T08:54:00.000-07:00

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of
who I am when I am with you.
我愛你不是因為你是誰，而是我在你面前可以是誰。

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is,
won't make you cry.
沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚，值得的那一位，不會要你哭。

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you
want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with
all they have.
那人不是你所想般愛你，但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and
touches your heart.
一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手，觸動你心靈的人。

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right
beside them knowing you can't have them.
掛念一個人最差的方式，就是你坐在他身旁，而知道你不能擁有他。

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never
know who is falling in love with your smile.
就算你不快樂也不要皺眉，因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person
you may be the world.
在世界裡你可能只是某人，但對某人你可能是全世界。

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't
willing to waste their time on you.
不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before
meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the
person, we will know how to be grateful.
可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人，讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it
happened.
不要因為完結而哭，要為曾經發生而微笑。

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so
what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more
careful about who you trust next time around.
這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人，你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are
before you try and know someone else and expect them to
know you.
在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前，先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you
least expect them to.
不要太努力去找，最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
緊記: 所有事也是因果循環的。

2009-08-11T08:52:00.000-07:00

You know i've been worrying you all the time.... since when i'll forget you a second of my mind?? if u say i din call you for sometime ... i would want to apologize but every second i'm having you by my side..... I don't know whether you will have me by your side......??

having a car accident is not a very big deal , but have u getting hurt my heart will get pain but lucky... lucky you didn't get any of it . thank god for that !!! From accidents u can get more experience !!! Trust me...

For now i really hope that i can hug you!! by the way i'm always there to listen and help u if u need one..... I won't forget you any single second in my life.... and i always worrying for my love ones..... u are included !!

i hope i'll sooner be yours and you're mine.......

gtg tomorrow class at 8 wake up at 5.30 haiz..... hate college..... make me can't have enough sleep!!!

M4l4y-SION

2009-07-31T11:12:00.000-07:00

What Makes A Malaysian A Malaysian?

1. A typical young Malaysian can name all the players from a top English Premier League club, but ask him to name one football player from Malaysia, he cannot!

2. When StreamyX come, you complain StreamyX too slow. When Maxis Broadband come, you complain Maxis Broadband always disconnects. When WiMax come, you complain Wimax too expensive. In the end, you say StreamyX still the best lah.

3. When highway toll price increase, you complain. When petrol price increase, you complain. When you go Starbucks buy RM10 coffee, NO COMPLAINTS.

4. When you cannot find parking in a shopping mall and have to walk very far, you complain. When you go inside the shopping mall and there's SALE , run from one end of 1Utama to the other,?that one?NO COMPLAINT.

5. You are always late. And the excuse you give when you're late is always either: (a) traffic jam (b) no transport or (c) cannot find parking.

6. You have a parent who forces you to take science stream in high school, study engineering in Uni, then when you graduate, they ask you to forget everything you learnt in Uni and do commerce.

7. You know someone who can specially develop an angmoh accent when speaking to an American / British / Australian.

8. You complain against the government in kopitiam, you talk loud loud. Leave anonymous comments on blogs, you also talk loud loud. Attend ceremah by DAP, you shout loud loud. Then when Opposition organise a protest and ask you to go, you dun wan. Scared later kena tangkap by ISA.

9. Every year on the 30th April, you are one of the people below queuing up last minute to submit your tax return at the IRB.

10. When you pay RM10 for something that costs RM1, you blame the Chinese.

11. When a government service is too slow, you blame the Malays.

12. When a building is not good and collapsed, you blame the Indians.

13. When a Chinese student won a scholarship, you say 'Wah! Very clever hor?' When a Malay student won a scholarship, you say 'Aiya! Of course lah! He Malay mah!'

14. When an angmoh stranger kisses you on the cheek to say hello, you very happy. When a Malaysian guy kisses you on the cheek to say hello, you slap him in face.

Are they 'NUT's !!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-28T09:17:00.000-07:00

Until now i also cannot understand why sejarah keep staying beside me.... it is like my partner .... dude.... sejarah make me sick.... need to have this knowledge for?? automotive need sejarah malaysia for what???? when people's car break down u tell people about election?? what the hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

T.T

2009-07-13T09:03:00.000-07:00

YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU.... AND I MEAN IT......

THE FAKE WORD FROM MY MOUTH YOU KNOW I DON'T MEAN IT , BUT SITUATION FORCE ME TO SAY THAT ....

AS LONG I'M STILL BREATHING I'LL CONTINUE GOING AFTER YOU....

END OF THE DAY WHAT I WOULD SAY IS

I LOVE YOU...

motivation

2009-07-07T09:23:00.000-07:00

a narrow win .... first match KL-18 i played the suckest game in my freaking life.....

motivation from coach :

don't ever think who is he or she ,
don't think he or she is better than you ,
don't put them first before you ,
put yourself first before them ,
be yourself ,
do your best to defeat them .

movie + club

2009-07-04T09:26:00.000-07:00

o.k Friday night , after worship practice i went movie with my friend... ya just both of us....

than some of my college friend is at Asia cafe.... well i cannot manage to join them there so i join them in club..... BARCELONA....

thats really my first time heading into a club...

well be4 that we [me and my friend]watched transformer.....thank you for accompany me for the whole night...

*God cre8 us in his image , you must be wonder who cre8 this thing!!!*

transformer is the best movie of all .... for now....^^

after movie i went down to club[with my college friends].... hot chicks everywhere in the club .... but they are real wild girls.... damn sad most of the chicks there smoking... well cannot wait for the next time to go again......

dance out everything u got!!!!!!

TaTa....

Posted by : Zh3nG h0n9 [feel like watching it again]

2009-07-04T08:00:00.000-07:00

honestly i damn sad....

the reason is she wasted aroung quater of the big filet fish and i can't help her to finish it..... hehe^^

cause i ate with ben , voon , piing , yilinie , faithie , li yin before i have a tea-time with eng wei.....lolx....

well hopefully i can help u on with some of your food hehe^^

legendary moonwalker a.k.a MJ

2009-07-01T09:27:00.001-07:00

his talent and skill is always here... rest in peace 'king of POP'

Bent it ?? Curve it?? or both??!

2009-06-30T08:18:00.001-07:00

funny...

2009-06-30T08:12:00.001-07:00

legend

2009-06-30T07:32:00.001-07:00

2009-06-18T06:44:00.000-07:00

coming days.... passed one day by one day.... and i discover that my memory power is not that good anymore... i'm glad that i started writing dairy so i can remember everything that i had done in the pass days or i can say those days..... blogging is another way for me to remember what had happend in the pass.... well update till here ..... wait for the next post than....

Silent.....

2009-06-12T07:44:00.000-07:00

The 'TEARS' in me you'll never know........

boy turn girl , guy turn lady , and brother turn sister...

2009-05-27T06:45:00.000-07:00

a brother of mine..... at 'Miri' had turn into a sister..... very sad.....T.T

lolx carmen's tag = = ...

2009-05-26T07:54:00.000-07:00

1. Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
any where .... but for my love ones only...

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
happy day... but don't goes the way as i think.....

3. Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
a group of friend

4. Would you considered yourself spoiled?
no idea with this.. but i don't think so~

5. Will you ever donate blood?
sure i will....

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
erm... not really..... god sister counted??

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
erm.... when i super hate that person but so far no one hehe^^

8. What does your last text message say?
i want jing yi's number

9. What are you thinking right now?
how to get good grades in my upcoming exams.....

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
sure ....

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
12.30 a.m i guess

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
no idea mom brought it lolx.....

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
sure...

14. Who was the last person to text you?
carmen i guess.... or ah teng....

TEN lucky People to do this quiz...
well 10 person....
-me
-zheng hong
-hong
-lee
-joel
-joel lee
-huge guy
-big guy
-hong GOR
-Smok3

15. Who is no. 2 having relationship with?
i don't know how to answer....

16. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
what do u think??

17. If no. 1 and no.7 get together, would it be good?
erm... sure it will be a good thing.....

18. What is no.1 studying about?
automotive engineering

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
today?? everyday??

20. Is no. 4 single?
i guess so.... dun know 'she' accept me a not......

21. Say something about no. 2.
erm.... i like him[myself]

22. What do you think of no. 3 and no.6 being together?
erm well can think bout it....

23. Describe no.9.
tall,gave 'them' secure feeling?

24. What will you do if no. 6 and no.7 fight?
i don't fight myself..... = =

25. Do you like no. 8?
sure i like.... love summore wei~

~The time is gonna come

2009-05-18T06:34:00.000-07:00

Well updating this post is a very sad thing....

To those who don't know the news yet.... my grandmother[mom side] had pasted away last Friday... It happend when my auntie called me when my practical exam...

auntie : hey boy , ur grandma pasted away already u know a not??
me : *speechless* & *stunded* i'm having my exam i'll call u later......

when i heard this news... i'm totally lost.... no direction and i'm worrying bout my mother.... she sure will get super upset.... so do i..... i dun knw what to do with my exam i feel like going back home and see her last face..... and i just wanted to hug my mom and try to have her happy.... but i know everything ...... i know that when she's alone at home.... she will think of her.....

when the day the casket is goin out from the house..... i saw tears & i saw sadness.... that undropable tears and the sadness that she had in her heart..... she cry out loud.... the first time i saw my mom cry so hard out and she is weak very very weak.........

i stand behind of her.... but i cannot do anything so do my father...... i won choose to say anything but deep inside me i know she is super super sad......

this death of my grandma come too sudden.... even i cannot believe and accept it..... although i just manage to saw her 3 -5 times a year..... i regret that when she is alive i din go and visit her often..... this 18 year of life i saw her getting older and older.... she start to forget who am i...... when i went back she cannot say who am i?!!

this very day will come.... but i dun know when......

to be honest i din pray to god.... through out this 3 days at my grandma place i din pary except for my food..... i dun knw what to pray for and my mind is blank..... what i know is when my grandma death i know one day this very one day my father side grandma grandpa will also went back to the lord...... not only them but my father , my mother , my auntie , my uncle , my cousin , relatives , friends...... these very day will come soon...... and we hope we dun want to know when.....

this incident came to unexpected..... and too sudden.....

Lord :

when this thing happend... i know a lot of things are going to happend...
so do you.....
i can't take it anymore Lord....
in this two years......
many things happend........
my pet pasted away....
my cousin brother pasted away.....
and now my grandma pasted away...
my mom's back bone get injurd....
but Lord i'm counting on you Lord....
even these things happend Lord...
i know u're with me always....
Lord maybe this is a challege you want me to face or maybe this is the time for them to go back to u......
we don't know so much ....
but only u know everything......
by now please bless those who doesn't know you or haven accept you.....
i'll be praying for them all.... although in this world i dun know all of them.....

brothers and sister in christ i hope u all also will help me to pray for them .... not only for ur non-christian family member or friends but to all the people in this world.....
we don't know when the world end and the second coming of Jesus Christ.....
but we know God is a God that will answer our prayer....

AMEN

HaHa ~ Cut3 Indian.... a.k.a Sami Velu's Son

2009-05-14T08:31:00.000-07:00

Get your own Poll!

She is always SHE!!!~~

2009-05-13T08:04:00.000-07:00

recently i have contact her back.... a friend that i know her at friendster..... since 3 years ago.... we seldom contact each other..... but somehow we at first become kai gor and kai mui.......

she is a very cute girl to me..... she same age as me....... and she like know what i'm thinking...??! wow thats special huh?? but sometimes our conversation cannot click together cause she don't know me well....

in this year , we chat a lot..... untill her phone bill and my phone bill pecah record..... i know and she knows that we are gonna get into a big big big trouble .... since our bill "PECAH" record.....

so for this reason we start to back slide a bit...... our relationship is like gone.....

after that month i start to take the step to sms her and call her......

she encourage me a lot.... i'm thankful to that..... and i also often encourage her.... i can still remember she is having her presentation ..... she is worry... so i try my best to comfort her and tell her to do the best and leave the rest to god...... well..... for no reason i said this.....

ME : hey , don't worry ... i'll always by your side ... do your very best and u can make it.... trust i have faith in u......[for a sudden i become deric mok C.K] hahaha^^

damn what am i saying man..... do i know what am i saying to her?? but at least i try comforting her..... nvm nvm...... haha

other than this..... she encourage me for my basketball match..... i argue with my mom for some reason and i didn't told her..... i guess she don't know bout it..... i'm angry ... and i'm hot..... i've been heaten up.... i am gonna hurt some one tonight..... so i choose to tell her i'm having my match tonight.... and she said good luck..... to me... my heart suddenly become weak.... and lost the anger i have in me..... and i played well in that very match......

i'm happy to have a friend like her...... i hope we have chance to further up our relationship sometime......^^

THANK YOU

2009-05-13T07:51:00.000-07:00

what college life is all about!!!
we didn't plan it...
but it just happended like that haha...^^

after practical......

Marcuz...... after all the hard work he had done..... he fall asleep in class......

btw he didn't do any of the practical haha..... [this is the true one]

Guess ~ PLS (open to ALL)

2009-05-13T07:44:00.000-07:00

Can anyone answer the question??
Who is that Guy??
A. Rooney
B. Wayne Rooney
C. CBCFC young play maker
D. Jeffery Lee

Who is he up to??
A. A Girl
B. His Sister-in-LAW
C. Hilarry
D. A Pianist

What relationship between both of them??

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pls answer hahaha!!! ^^

SOrrY........

2009-05-03T06:44:00.000-07:00

To my G.A ......

i had lost the card u gave me...... i really like the card very much....
thank you for everything that you've done appreciate it......
i'll do well in my basketball up coming competition , studies and grow spiritualy with christ...
no worries......
keep me in prayer lah.......

BTW.....

*is too late to apologize..........

Well , I'm a FOOL...

2009-04-16T10:00:00.000-07:00

O.k to all my friend who knows me well i guess only 1 of them and he is Kok How..... hehehehe

To be honest when i have a crush on a girl i'll go full blast no metter what......

So when i'm in form 4 i had a crush on a girl .... well no name will be listed on my post........ So don't make out stories......
In class i seldom listen to what teachers are teaching ..... like History , Moral , Akuan I won't even open my ears listening the teachers teaching...... Well i always wrote letters but I dare not to gives the girl that i LOVE last time.... mostly i threw it away....

So college started two days ago....... I had a great......... day in my new college....'TOC' (the otomotive college) With feelings i just go and take my pencil case for new pens and pencils...... so i found a lot of papers in the pencil case..... I'm really curious bout those papers..... basically is some unessecery papers...... but i found 2 very very very stupid letter that I've wrote last time haha....... and 1 is when I cheat in exams i use the paper but sadly still fail haha...... Nvm i just feel like updating the letter and let her read here..... If she manage to log in to my HugeGuy's blog..... NYEK....NYEK.....NYEK.....

o.k it goes like this the first letter........ {with struggling and suffering mind}

I wanted to forget everything about relationship (between me and YOU) but .....

When the time i have my crush on YOU... it keeps reminding me how foolish am i sitting infront of you have a stupid conversation with you , make you scold me , well obviously i still feel happy hehehe don't know why......... BTW I'm a fool that time.....

The love from me to you is really making me emotionally and mentally have a big changes.... It's making me headache at all times when i think of you....... I really can't stop loving you and will not wanted to gave up on you........ At the mean time , i wanted to score well in my exams too..... I guess i still need to make a big scarifice.......

Your image keep floating in my mind...... I really cannot concentrate in my studies..... either my sports..... O.k studies usually to me that time is a small issue... [add on : but now big issue] I just can't stop or even destroy the image of yours in my mind cause i'm not willing to do it......

How can i just let it go.........

*end of the first letter*

o.k this letter i guess can show how foolish am i that time hehehe...... BTW what is DONE... then it's DONE!!!!!!!!

o.k i'm not gonna update my second letter cause is a bit long and it's now 1:30 a.m in the morning i should have some sleep..... hehehe btw for those who read this post i hope you won be as foolish as the 'OLD hugeguy' .......

*updated by the joyful and brand new HugeGuY*

SHE...HER or HER...SHE??

2009-04-12T09:52:00.000-07:00

The FIRST and The LAST i can TELL YOU....
I Joel Lee Zheng Hong LOVEs you as the way you are...

*updated by love you always de HugeGuyHONG*

SPM result.......

2009-04-12T09:26:00.000-07:00

about the SPM results that had came out 12 of march 2009
me Joel Lee Zheng Hong felt Sad Sad Sad to myself for what result that i took......
i felt sorry to my parents..... friends that have fully support on me.......
although my parents outlook doesn't felt sad but i knw in the inside of them they felt super super sad.... that they invest a son like ME...... a son that only will waste their money and doesn't gave what they expect from me...... i really really felt sorry for them...... but who else to blame??

ME........

when i first took my result..... my mom asked me what result u took ??
i hardly answer her.... cause i know ... i know in me there are already tears....... tears that drop in the inside but not the outside......
well i told her everything what i took what i expect ...... she face to me and smile..... said softly to me..... don;t worries bout the result u've took..... is already done..... u're qualify for some college..... thats enough...... and the most important thing is u my son no sickness and be healthy everyday.... thats what i want...... although we doesn't have a single sen in our family but u live in this would with a healthy body i'll be happy.........
tears keep on droping inside my heart..... the pain is really unsharable......

so i pledge to myself..... college is gonna start soon..... i'll put all my effort to do my best in college and handle all the hard situation......

and all glory belong to jesus the king of kings.......AMEN

*updated by the hugeguy with tears and pain inside his heart*

funny character of HUMAN

2009-04-12T09:07:00.000-07:00

Well i need to start up this blog starting when I'm young......

I knew a dude of mine when he is a baby..... until now we known each other for 15 years.......

I hardly update the news in church fast due to my BARU working life..... in Midvalley's Quiksliver , Roxy and Reef.... well they are from the same Boss..... so after a month of work i took 4 days lift for the Camp escape....... o.k besides this even family and friend their news also very hard to get cause no time to chit-chat with them..... so this pal that i have known him for 15 year include this year he had change...... character , emotionally , his handsome look..... well almost everything i guess haha......

So most of his friend come to ma and said.... ehh u knw ahh this pal of your's ahh he change a lot already.... i can't hardly come along with him lah sometimes...... well i kinda shock when i got this NEWS...... so i quickly update myself bout him......

this pal of my he done a very very wrong thing...... so call-ed 'wrong thing' lah....... for your information..... he went for the escape camp...... o.k back to the story...... well the wrong thing that he did i guess most of the girl's friend knew it..... dun mention names in my blog ya.... hehehehe..... well after the pastor talk and he done it....... 'erm i guess i'm also one of them...... [not the same thing as he had done]'

the point i wanted to say is..... human is a very very 'special' "animal" we like to do things that we usually haven try before and we usually want thing to go our own way.... but do things always go on our own ways?? i don't think so......

like the situation my pal did is.... right after the pastor's talk.... girl is sensitive when a guy touches her..... and so this pal of mine he hug a girl that she love and the girl he loves do not walk the way he wanted the girl walked........

well i can say human is very special but indeed we need to knw all ways turn into god's but not human's..... i guess this pal of mine he feel ntg but in him i guess still there are sadness.... well pal up and downs are what we human need to over come.....

basically i also don't knw what i share here in this blog feels stupid and unmeaningful haha..... well for those who read this post and don't understand just ignore haha.....

*updated by the stupid and don't know what he is posting DE hugeguy*

5ss1

2009-04-09T02:07:00.000-07:00

sorry for not posting the topic that i said before in the last post but i really like this video cause it bring back all my memories when i'm in my secondary skul .......

SMK SRI SAUJANA

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pkJpVrxQkys

2009-03-17T04:59:00.000-07:00

Do blog-ing need any title on it?? nah dun really think so....

well i have started my work several week ago..... felling towards working life is working life can make your life more interesting and in some of the occasion u might easily fall........ in this previous camp i went to.... it really helps me a lot..... although every word that the pastor used is pierce perforate into my heart ..... IF that very day i didn't choose to go i really will felt regret...... before this camp i have many minor problems and questions i would not love to share out to my elder brother in church or some of the church leaders....... but now finally i felt i have set FREE ..... really, really, !! FREE !!

sometimes human loves to have pride in them..... as Pr. Tryphena said in the camp......
"PRIDE KILLS"

"in the next post i guess i'll update about human"
i think i didn't use the wrong word "human"
if yes correct me..... when u read my next post!!
*updated by the spiritual growing hugeguy*

Dead 'LINE'

2009-03-07T06:35:00.000-08:00

this coming Thursday would be a day that i can really left my 'wondering' down......

as those who are form 5 last year or those who got the news about it u all will understand what am i trying to say lolx.........

so updated by still wondering hugeguysmoke/hong

Cousin.....SsSsSs....

2009-02-20T10:45:00.000-08:00

erm lord i just wanted to thank you for providing a few cousin to me......

Brother Ju Yuan Wong
My Late Cousin brother Ju Liang Wong

Brother Ju Ping Wong
Brother Peter Lee
Brother Jeffery Lee
Sister Joan Lee
and
the must not lefted out Natelie Lee

i really glad i have them as my cousin brothers and sisters....
they are always by my side.....
when i need them the most......

From left : Jeff , Peter , Ju Yuan , ME , Jpiing , Ju Liang

the small girl is Joan Lee......

That baby girl is Natalie Lee.....

*posted by huge guy smoke*

'.....thankful situation.....'

Always Been Wondering.....

2009-02-20T10:32:00.001-08:00

As those who know me well...... i doesn't have any brother or sister...... i always find a close friend to talk to..... somehow i glad that i had a friend that always by my side..... guiding me.... care for me.... i can say although he is not my elder or younger brother but he is really like one of my brother......

no him ,
no fun ,
no mood....

i really glad that i can have a friend that really know me well understand me..... know what topic we are gonna have whenever we are together......
this friend of mine i know him not long just 4 years time.....
he can really tell what i want and what my taste is.......
we will always share secret to each other.....
this friend is better than a 10 years friend..... in a short term of time this friend of mine understand me well....

always i've been wondering lots and lots and lots of things.....
i been wondering whether we can continue our relationship a not.....
erm dude "as a friend"
don't think other ya hahaha.....
i hope these will last forever.......

BEST BROTHER FOREVER
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number 11
Tan Kok How

haha i hope one day i can bring this best brother of mine to join the family of god......

pray hard and all glories belong to the lord.....
god bless me,
god bless you,
god bless everyone.....

2009-02-20T10:11:00.000-08:00

a stupid poem had done by me and my best buddie Kok How...

The Ball Is Round,
The Ref Is Blind,
Player Plays Their Game,
Ref Blows Whistle.
Bee...Bee...Beee..........

Haha kinda stupid but is fun when we both thinking how to continue lolx.....
we both think this when we are on the way to work hahaha.......

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working life SUCK!!!!!
first i started to work as a waiter.... in Kam Lun Tai......
this counted as a first time i doing something else as a sale promoter....
first day of work is KILLING me.....
i cannot even fell my leg.....
i standed for around 9 hours... rest for 45 minute.....
add in i'm not feeling well that day......
flu , cough , having flam , fever , ....... etc.
that feeling is not really good....
i cannot stand the attitude from one of the staff at my place......
those senior always come to me and say.....
Hong , Muka You GANAS oh!! SMILE Lah SIKIT......
ME : ohh , betul ke??
i really can't keep smiling from start work until end work.....
i always bring the second me / the other me to work.....
talking style not myself..... bring a smile face that i doesn't do kinda often.....
those feeling is real SUCK!!!!!!!!!!

for the first week i really cannot feel there is still tomorrow.....
i hope the end of day will come......
i walk on the street is like floating on the street....
those feeling is really scary...
but for now sure o.k already get use to it......
thanks to my buddy again for supporting me and help me relaxing myself......

*p/s : for those who are still studying please appreciate it.... if not end of the day you're gonna regret*

T.T 03-02-09 T.T

2009-02-04T19:55:00.000-08:00

TODAY , so meaningful to me but yet meaningless.........